People... i dont mean to be rude when i say stop praying for me... - TopicsExpress



          

People... i dont mean to be rude when i say stop praying for me... not saying i appreciate the thoughts and that im on your mind... just with all the thoughts...prayers...good intentions..wishes...luck o th irish...etc etc etc.... youd think ive been cruicified upside down and left for the buzzards... bluntly... ive never expierenced such a loss as i have in the last year... hard as it is to let go and try to salvage anything... there is someone who does not realize what an impact she was doing for and to me... you put two lions in a cage and pit them against each other.. there will be a loser... ive lost... trying to be the nobel person and not let the other get under my skin and not be the victom of deciet and fall into the game.. rules changed as do feelings.. ive been played. cast down and exploited... it was never about what i want.. only to be wanted... i fought for decades to please and bring happiness to those that i do not even know what those feelings are anymore.. what is happiness.. love.. to be loved.... when i find it..or i get it.. i get defensive and begin to throw the shoulder block up for fear of what will hurt... they has only been two things in my life... my guitar...and what thought in my head at the time... nothing else i took a risk... i tried to find that happiness to see that im incompatable with anyone... i took a risk... i wish that one person would have taken the same risk on me... i took a risk... who will she be.. that is willing to endur the same risk in me...
Posted on: Fri, 21 Jun 2013 14:00:21 +0000

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