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Ppl are always telling me what a strong woman & mother I am. But yall dont know the half of it. Ive lost a job because of sickle cell, dropped from college because of sickle cell, been extremely stressed, frustrated, & depressed to the point of isolation because of sickle cell ...In my sin, it was ONLY grace, my upbringing, & faith in God that kept me from losing my mind because of sickle cell. Not my own strength at all. I gave birth to this little guy at 17 years old & for the 7 years since Ive let the devil make me feel guilty for my son having this disease. Yes I was young, dumb, & naive concerning family planning & the family history that might have prevented this ...& even now two weeks short of 25, & as a Christian I still cry sometimes because the hurt I feel is unexplainable when my son cries out to & for me in pain & I cant give the cure he needs. BUT what I do know & BELIEVE is Jesus went to the cross for the sin that conceived my son & for the disease that is said to inhabit his body. Im no longer blind! What the devil once used to stress, frustrate, & depress me cant anymore...because Im letting God be strong in my weaknesses. Still claiming total healing for my son but until God is ready to get glory thru this Im just going to continue praying without worrying, knowing God want put more on us than we can bear. His grace is sufficient! Sure did have my heart set on being at Agape tonight tho, but in my absence yall send up a pray/praise for us.
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 23:56:02 +0000

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