Season #3-26 Me: I cant look at you right now Him: so you are - TopicsExpress

Season #3-26 Me: I cant look at you right now Him: so you are going to run away Me: no Im not Ill eat in my room coz you right now are freaking me out Him: so its true you would go to him Me: where does this come from I stood up Him: BUSI ANSWER ME Me: YES YES I WOULD L2 never pretended to love me he never manipulated the situation to suit him all the time he would try and make me feel worthy and valued atleast I would be happy atleast I would be with someone who respects me and my choices atleast he would support me instead of threatening me so yes Linda if L2 was here I would choose him Im sure Kea would like to bond with you today go sleep with him I took my plate and I went to my room I got in my room and I sat on the couch I ate my food when I was done I just lounged nje bored and tired I felt thirsty so I went to put my plate too and get some juice I saw Linda in the lounge and by the sound of it he was crying so I went to him he stood up Him: hey Me: hi Him: Im sorry Me: me too Him: I love you busi Me: not as much as I love you Linda I live to see you happy I try so hard to be the wife you want and the best mother of your kids but you question me everyday you make me feel.... Him: Im sorry baby I value you I appreciate you and you are more than the best you are the reason this family is still intact I dont know what got into me its just that I so want to be the same as Lindelani that when I fail I can see in your eyes that Im disappointing you Me: why do you want to be like him I never asked you to be its because I love you Linda nkosi I dont want omunye u Lindelani I want you why do you want to be a dead man I never in a million years remember telling you that you are not my ideal man I love this man this one ophambi kwami the one who is never ashamed to love me infront of the world the one who told me Im beautiful even when I felt ugly this one that is always full of surprises I want my husband the love of my life the only man who made me say I do only you did that baby please be him be my husband be my 1st and last husband I went and held his face Me: be my Lindokuhle Nkosi the man who fought for me when we broke up the first time okay Him: okay Me: come here He came and I hugged him so tight Him: I love you Me: from this moment life has begun from this moment you are the one right beside you is where I belong from this moment on I let go of him and I started kissing him Him: you love me Me: with every breathe I take Him: Im coming with you Me: where Him: to your dad Me: whaaaat Him: lets go baby lets do this who knows doors could open for us Me: you sure Him: I think so Me: mxm Him: kidding Im sure lets go I jumped on him and we kissed he went and lay me on the couch sihlubulisana he went and lay ontop of me and we started making love like really making love sana slow and wow it felt wow we just made love and it felt good after a while he came and we fell asleep Good morning oh my God I woke up and it was sist shit Me: babe wake up He woke up and we picked up my gown and hid ourselves on the more sensitive parts Linda: ma why uvuke early so Her: mamro akekho so I have to make breakfast are you decent Me: not yet ma I wore my pjs and Linda just wore my gown Him: ma you didnt see anything angithi Her: even if I did ngikhulisile mos I laughed Him: ha.a sist phela it has changed from all those years Her: I know you guys love each other why didnt you go to the bedroom Him: asiphume lapho ma Me: we decent ma Her: ayi Im traumatised enough Ill go to the kitchen Gosh thats just embarrassing lol yooo she left Me: why did you let us sleep here Him: wena ulaleleni Me: mxm yabhora yazi Him: lets go bath babe we have to go and come back I cant sleep ekini mina Me: ohh wow Him: what ohhh that place freaks me out and your dad naye hes doing me no justice Me: mxm yagula yazi Ill go tell sist siyahamba Him: dont tell her siyaphi I gave him the look Me: no more lies baby Him: fine and hurry tell her well do the Q and A session when we come back Me: sharp hambo gcwalisa manzi in the bath Him: Im going to shower Me: no we going to bath for once please Him: fine yooo ngathi siba bossy so Me: its about time He laughed and left and I went to tell sist and I told her about our trip just not why not now hey linda yelled from our bedroom Him: somebody anybody help hurry We ran to my room sino sist and when we got there beka bambe u Esi like uyamnyanyisa ambambele kude le Me: why are you carrying my baby woooh Umoshile and kuphumele and the smell Lord have mercy Sist: hhayi man Linda bamba kahle umntwana Him: njani Lwethu: whats going woooah Esi: what died Kea: oh my gosh did a child do this We were holding our nostrils laughing I think Esie saw ukuthi sihleka yena coz he started crying Sist: ha.a man stop laughing come my boy zobashaya yazi Linda: oh and he messed the bed too Kea: Ill call sis Emily yoo Esi I wont underestimate you boy shoo Lwethu: its like a dog died in here Sethu: Ill go take all the aeromas in this house Me: guys its not that bad Linda: yeah its not its worse Sis Em came to take our blankets I guess its time for the blankets to be changed Me: Ill go take a bath in the guest bathroom Lwethu: that wont be possible mama Me: why Her: gogo is bathing Esi in there Me: then Ill use your bathroom ke So I went to bath with linda in the kids bathroom then we went to go get dressed in our room Me: yoooo Sethu wasisa from bad to worse we going to smell toilets I swear Linda: she was trying to help nje Me: more like harm lol Sagcobisa and we got dressed I wore a grey long sleeve dress made of wool namagusha a grey and flat ankle boots the rain had brought a cold breeze and I wore a jacket I fixed my face and hair Linda wore blue chino pants, long sleeve black shirt and a black leather jacket with black suade shoes my niggar be on point baby I took my bag and we took our phones Him: Lj was the one who was calling izolo Me: didnt he leave the message Him: I do have one let me listen He dialed the voicemail number and listened Him: you have got to be kidding me Me: what??? Him: he wants to come over for dinner Me: thats nice when Him: to introduce his new girlfriend Me: wow he must be serious hey so let him come Him: when Me: when we come back we might need to be with family masibuya babe Him: okay He dialed for his number and they confirmed the dinner for 8 in the evening lol ayi we went to have breakfast with the kids and we told sist to cook and we went to the car and drove off to Ga- Masemola kazi kuzokwenzekani.....