So ya today I was asked what drives me, whats my muse that keeps me going, Im in debt, no real achievements in life, I was medically discharged from the marines, no friends who are there when Im down, hell one of those friends is a person I think Ive never met in person and probably just replies to me out of boredom lol, not too great of a job, Ive only been in love twice and they both ended with me being cheated on, everytime Ive tried to move out of burley to better my life things went wrong and kept me here lol and I did have a moment of weakness once where I tried the easy way out but a miracle happened, Im not proud of it but I got a hint. now before this sounds like a pity party Ill go back to the question I was asked earlier, what drives me, what gets me out of bed every morning and says come on mason we can do this!!! Truth is I have no clue, I have survived so much and pushed through every hardship, Ive walked away from falling off a two story building, from being ran over pedal bike and all by a jeep, of course I survived my moment of weakness....from being hit by a snowmobile doing 70mph, Ive climbed from a window and jogged 4 miles after rolling my car doing 80mph, all of these and more Ive walked away with not so much as a scratch... Ive survived so many things to not get up each and every day, yes my life is very shitty and I always feel alone, but I cant give up knowing that Ive been given so many chances to try again, lol I guess you can say Im driven by pure curiosity......
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 05:22:26 +0000
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