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Soooo I am truly speechless. At a lost for words. Think Im more hurt then anything. Im disappointed in myself for given someone the upper hand on my feelings an losen control of me, for trusting to much, an doubtin to lil, for lettin it get to me even tho I knew what was goin on jus to blind to see things for what it was an not what we made it seem. Its like reality slapped me in the face even tho I was smart enough to let reality cross my mind......on more then one situation. But to love spelled an trustin in u to let it do more then cross me by. Now sitting here not knowin, graspin, or understanding this emotion that ive been feeling today, I am lost, disappointed, confused, hurt, my very own being is at wonder for this emotion. An its something no person in this world has ever made me feel.......then it may b a good thing. A sign of redemption. Getting bk what a man took from.....this man robbed me of me. All that he stole my emotions, pride, how I laughed, trusted, killed me inside an almost altogether. Even tho I feel at a loss for words an not knowin this emotion, i am experiencing my new found me....my soul is wakin up an my heart is healin. Good to know I am human after all. Thanks for all whos been askin about me today. I have been quiet an to myself. Jus tryin to grasp an figure out things around me. #Emotions #GoodBad #GetItTogetherNicole
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 22:51:40 +0000

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