TO: RANDY BOY YEE I have only two words for you.. IM - TopicsExpress

TO: RANDY BOY YEE I have only two words for you.. IM DONE. After everything Ive done for you, every chance that I gave you & yet you still broke my heart...but its over. Finally, Ive realized I dont deserve this & honestly you dont deserve me! Yeah, I still love you & I probably will for a long time. But I cant stay here anymore. It hurts too much. I guess this is....moving on..I guess Im tired of being the last thing on your mind. I should have known from the start youd go & break my heart. You took my love & threw it away as if it was nothing. To me, youre everything but to you, Im just another meantime girl. You hurt me more than I deserve..how can you be so cruel?.. I love you more than you deserve..why am I such a fool?..Little did I know you were just another dead-end road made w/ pretty lies & broken dreams. Now I believe it when people say love is blind coz I must have been blind to love a person like you. It finally hit me that you didnt care when you walked away & never looked back. Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different & my heart wouldnt be breaking right now. I wanna do exactly what you did to me....lead you on...make you fall for me...then just let you go...effortlessly...Suddenly, Im hating myself for everything Ive ever felt for you. Sometimes I wish I could go back & erase the day I met you...but then I will never regret loving you only believing you love me too. I made a mistake thinking you are my world. You wont get away with this..You messed w/ the wrong girl. Slandering my name just for your own gain.. Dream on baby, Im gonna make you feel my pain. Thank you for ripping my heart out..stomping on it & breaking it in half. Now I know how much you care. Watching you walk out of my life doesnt make me bitter about love, but rather makes me realize that...if I wanted so much to be w/ the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along. There is no medication for illness..no known cure other than TIME..Maybe someday, Ill get back my heart..Maybe someday, Ill get back my pride. Maybe somewhere down the road, Ill forget to remember you. One day, you will seek love & be sorry that..you threw mine away. And one day, youll realize, you could have been with me. I hope someday, youll realize what a fool you are to let someone like me slip from your grip & that youll see that the one youve been looking for was the one who set you free. One day, I will be able to look you in the eye w/o feeling the pain youve caused...One day, I will be able to stand next to you w/o wanting to hold your hand... Ona day, Ill get over you... ..ibibigay ku sana to sayo personally but then, baka dmu basahin at ibabasura mu lang.. kaya Id rather post it para kahit kelan man hindi to mabubura, para if ichecheck mu timeline ku, makikita muto at mababasa mu.. :-) #lettinggo