**TRIGGER WARNING** Let me introduce myself...my name is Kristina. Im 32 years old and was born on June 2nd which makes me a Gemini. :) I have the most amazing fiance, companion and supporter that a girl could ever ask for, want and need. I have 3 beautiful kids (Cameron 7, Peyton 6 & Aaliyah 4) that I live for and built my life around. I was going down such a dark road at one point that in all honesty, I might have ended up dead if I hadnt gotten pregnant. I was diagnosed as bipolar 1/manic depressive with social anxiety when I was 14. Im an ex-cutter (yes, EX...I couldnt even begin to tell you why I did what I did. No one knew about it. Not even family) and ive attempted suicide twice but was only hospitalized once. (Mind you, all this was done in my early teens to early 20s.) Since having kids and having such a wonderful man, I dont have those urges anymore. I began writing poetry at 14 (around tbe time I was diagnosed). I found that it was an outlet and a way to escape life for just a little while. It helped me cope with everyday things that I was struggeling with. I used to be real defiant, never listening to anyone, skipping and dropping out of school....in 8th grade they held a meeting to put me in some special behavioral school in Wyandotte, but living in wayne my grandma (who had guardianship of me) refused to drive me that far everyday so they put me in special ed for behavioral problems. In high school I was still skipping (even after being put in special ed) that they put me on half days and I got out everyday at noon but I was still skipping and at 16 I dropped out. Biggest mistake of my life!!! Despite being bipolar and having an attitude, I still have a wonderful spirit, I help others when im able to as long as its not taking away from my kids, im genuine, loyal & have a great heart. Do unto others, right? Well, thats most of it. Ive had one hell of a past which makes me the most loving, caring, strong-willed person i am today. This is my page. This is where I express my thoughts, opinions, life, etc. through poetry and my writings. I dont sugarcoat anything, I dont hold anything back, some of my writings can be triggers and im very opinionated. I will add a *trigger warning* before anything I write if I deem necessary. If theres anything you would like to know, ask or just need someone to talk to..feel free to message the page. :) Most of what I wrote in this introduction, not many people know. I just wanted to give you guys an idea of the person I am today and the person i used to be...why I created the page and why I write so Enjoy and Happy reading!
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 19:13:30 +0000
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