Taken from the book the ameture.. I realize.. I have been living in the past.. not so much wishing I did something different but moreso this code that has proven itsself to be outdated unvalidated and really questionalble at its fore function to beleive you can have or be in a relationship.. without getting it in.. have chilvory .. honor the next generation by sacraficing the present socil life for your seed that will never come to be cause noone holds out.. and noone.. (except for maybe one that has kept it real) respects insight for what it truly is.. now dont get me wrong we all know what the bible says.. but my dicision has nothin to do with a belief system.. that in and of its self is minipulated on a sunday and midweek service basses to fit the aginda and or culture of the church that and as of we know it to be.. and the body of christ being separated. .. mean while reality sets in to most of us but we (other than me) dont have the testicular fortitude to keep it real.. and transparent.. sometime knowing what your capable of you just want some pssy.. and this is not what you call it in your head.. you call it makin love because you have been betrayed in almost every honorable relationship you (I) have been in because you said no and they went else where..and never having room to blame them because nature called for fulfilment and they didnt have the dicipline or forsight to see harm and gud dont make a guld child.. So the question stands flat footed in the mirror while michel jackson plays in the back ground im starting with the man in the mirror.. while spider man is on pause.. great power and responcibility.. how is power responcibility when you dont know the man in the mirror yet alone where to start over if thats what you need to so.. or just be still.. as the ameture all I know is preparation.. and while im learning my sacrafice to give my sone some logic twords decision making he can have something to use.. if ever the day comes and I forget my own battle.. your dad was an ameture and battled just as you are.. but ur decisions will be yours to make.. for we are akk ametured minded and tunnel vissioned ... compaired to the cosmos our internal battles are fart dust.. here one moment and gone the next.. only to give mention to the silent killers in our lives.. when u know what your capable of doing for others ..u must also remember it can damage others.. but thats another capter and this is just a letter.. Taken from the book the ameture. .battles to fight with the cost of war..the inevitable bettle of what to do
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 10:57:43 +0000
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