Thank you, Thank you for all of my beautiful birthday wishes! From Facebook, Texts, calls and E-mails, I feel loved by so many of you who took the time to send a little love my way. As a Leo- of course I love to hear from my people! and think of each of you individually as I read your well wishes; to each of you I thank you and I love you! Each year continues to insanely fly by in a way that I cant even comprehend, I know that each fleeting moment should be filled with gratitude and appreciation. Although I am truly grateful for my life and all that lies ahead, it never comes without the realization that everything is impermanent. Time, relationships, jobs, careers... life....dreams...all temporary.... This year marks my 5th year being on Kauai, leaving a life in California behind to fade with time. However, the truth is that life has not faded, it is not gone, it has only helped me to come full circle with the reality of the life that I thought I wanted into the life that I was meant for. I am not saying that my life in Hawaii is all rainbows and unicorns and shit (by any means). But I am surrounded by people who help me realize and support my dreams with love, without their own agendas and who are also on a fierce path to making their wildest dreams come true. In turn it has helped me to define my NEW dreams and move closer towards the ultimate development of them. Being on this tiny tiny tiny island has forced my to get wildly creative as well as utilize the time to develop my talents in ways that I probably would not otherwise. It has forced me to take a deep- hard -blaring look at my path of growth and how to get where I want to go and deal with all of my weaknesses and shortcomings and use them as a tool for change. I feel sad everyday to be far away from my family, my sister, my new niece, my mom, my dad.... the distance kills me and I suffer from constant island fever. I never thought I would place myself this kind of container for long, however, the benefits of being completely removed from all major distraction and drama is, that I have none.... well.... not none... but less... a lot less... and super clarity of what I absolutely do NOT want and the things/people I do. I feel over-all pretty healed from the trauma of my 20s and moving swiftly and clearly into my 30s with a vengeance. And although Im almost to my mid-30s (is 34 mid, or early? or mid-mid? please clarify) I feel that the direction and the new goals are beginning to blossom and that the goal of being part-time in California is on the horizon. Thank you for being a part of it... the past, the present, the future....For those who have stuck around through my Saturn Return.... yes... you.... Thank you, I love you! Ahui-Ho>>>> And check out the recent Birth that I have birthed out of my brain>>>> A unique two-sided Gemini (my rising sign) site!>>> Enjoy!
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 10:34:04 +0000
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