Thank you. The first part of this year was extremely hard. There was significant loss, pain, failure. I found myself feeling like I had discovered a new rock bottom, to such a point that relationships were destroyed. Ive never felt more alone, worthless, and abandoned. But it is with determination and blind hope to grow past these horrible experiences. Its not easy, and god knows every step forward felt like it came with two steps back, but Ive finally been able to move forward. Spending a week in paradise with my family brought such joy. With a disconnect from most of my immediate family, my sister, nieces and her husband have become my new family unit. To experience feeling loved, welcomed, and appreciated made me realize I have everything I need in them. Meeting someone who genuinely finds every dark corner of who I am as another reason to care about me and understands my flaws has brought me such joy that I had long forgotten. My job is finally settling and moving in the direction I have desired for years. Ive developed mature friendships with my coworkers. Its also allowed me to begin to mend the friendships that went ignored for so long due to my scheduling conflicts. I have balance. I have happiness. I have joy. Im finally back to being me. And I am forever grateful for every single person who believed in me at my worst that I could get back to my best. So again, thank you.
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 15:10:40 +0000
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