The last 3 weeks have been a time of acknowledgement, of release, of realization and the unknown. Three weeks ago as we were finalizing a medical fundraiser that, I did not know that when I went to the restroom my life would change. It only takes a second for things to change. I had my pity party and cried because I had to miss the fundraiser and a wedding and then a class that I had been looking forward to for so long. But life goes on. After 2 visits to a hospital and one to a dr. I realized this recovery was going to be harder than I imagined. Thankfully a Chiropractor is seeing me and trying to bring relief. But life goes on. Here we are driving down the road, my new family of 2, when the phone rings and in a second, we are told we are jobless. Yes Daryls employment was terminated. Shock, tears, hurt and anger flowed down my checks. Then he reminded me it was ok. We will be fine. God has this. How can we move forward if our hands are full chaos, drama and uncertainty. Well our hands are empty but oh our minds and hearts are free. God will provide. But life goes on. Another phone call comes and our youngest childrens grandmother passed away. Oh But life goes on? This afternoon as I was at my second appointment with Chiropractor today I looked at my feet and realized my toes were naked. There was no polish on them, What have I come to????? But life goes on. Lamentations 3:22 The LORDS lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, For His compassions never fail. 23They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness. 24The LORD is my portion, says my soul, Therefore I have hope in Him.… The word portion grabbed my focus today. Portion. I look on bags of chips and cookies and laugh at what a portion is. Really. Then I think portion is an amount that is just right. Not so much that you feel way to full or so little that you are still hungry and long for more. The Lord is my portion. He does not suffocate me with His desires, He gave me free will. He does give me to little that I would look elsewhere for fulfillment. The Lord is my portion therefore Life goes on.
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 21:04:00 +0000
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