This was a recomendation on one of my youtube videos that pop up i just thought it was a song an i know the only person whos always trying to reach me an i avoid him i avoid the signs cause i want to believe that everythings going to be ok...when its not these passed couple of months even years i yes me i been through alot an ignore the fact that God is watching me i always feel like im left alone that no one cares i get depressed an i try to hide it i try to smile but i just cant take it anymore with the fake smiles i have to much hidden inside me that its showing on my face now im that girl that i can laugh sure an make a smile once in a while but i still feel pain and why be ashamed to hide it im a women God made me to have all these emotions if God made us all independent than we wouldnt need a man but thats not how God planned it i cant take it anymore i been through alot of hurt heart brokeness lies deciet an i all believed them an i made myself hurt more an its just goin to keep being that way if i dont do something about it i always feel helpless but than again i wake up the next day an why?... well cause God woke me up im barely holding on i live everyday cause of him i could be dead but God dont let it happen...BUT PLEASE GOD IF THERE IS SOMETHING OUT THERE FOR ME PLEASE HELP ME I NEED YOUR HELP I CANT DO THIS ALONE ANYMORE IM TIRED OF ALL THE WEIGHT BLAME AN LIES THAT COVER MY EYES HELP ME OPEN UP TO YOU AN DRAW ME NEAR GRAB MY HEART KEEP IT IN YOUR HANDS HEAL ME LORD I CANT TAKE THIS PAIN IM DYING INSIDE MY SOUL IS WITHERING AWAY AS I KNOW IT I CRY EVERYDAY AS YOU WATCH ME I KNOW I GO THROUGH THIS YOU PREPARE MY EVERY WAY TO MAKE ME THE STRONG WOMEN I AM TODAY MAKE ME STRONGER PLEASE JUST HELP ME TO HOLD ON A LITTLE LONGER MY LIFE IS IN YOUR HANDS ILL LET GO NOW AN GET OUT OF YOUR WAY IMA GET ON MY KNEES AN START TO PRAY- pray for me an my family thank you!
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 16:34:33 +0000
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