Thunder and hard rain at the moment but off in the distance the sky is lighter. Maybe a metaphor for whats going on in my life? Didnt plan for those words to be written - it just came out as Im typing. Still very frightened but there is a glimmer of hope. Spoke to the gov office late yesterday and the caseworker is compassionate and understanding; said they will go after my ex and enforce issues. Been praying frequently - sorry if I sound maudlin about this - Im deeply spiritual and this gives me such comfort. My deepest gratitude to my mentor - though he may not know it - JOHN, formerly of High River Gold for his selflessness and understanding. Also to SHARON COTTLE, my friend and former co-worker. Sharon, youre so wise in ways you dont know! And your sense of humor...well, just remember what I said on the phone last night - LOL! you taught me how to say thank you after my prayers! PAT NEW; you keep me grounded! MARISA ROQUE; My new Facebook friend, JOHN GREGORY, whose kindness and compassion just knocked me over! My COUSINS, DEBBIE, LYNDA,LORI, MIKE,LISA,SUSAN. I know you wish me all good things and I so very grateful. Crap! this is reading like an academy award speech, eh? LOL! My new Facebook friends, DONNA & MARY RAYER; you ladies inspire me to keep on keeping on, thank you! Hey there, SUSAN WALLER aka Susie Q - you have always measured the truth with carefulness...didnt think I noticed, eh? LOL! Yup, I have! GARY RIVET; Ive been shy in speaking as you already know...I am enjoying your sense of humor and am grateful for your compassion and good wishes. I need to regain my Fighter Self - and dont misunderstand that I want to become harder and aggressive and vicious...not at all. I left that person behind willingly many, many years ago; never to return. BUT...I want what is due me according to the Court Order. Im not asking for the moon here, and in truth, I didnt get much. To outsiders it may look different but when one looks inside as some do know, things read much different. Once again, may I ask for your prayers? I need to regain my equilibrium. Hope I havent missed in expressing my heartfelt thanks to anyone and if I have, its only because my thinking is still a little muddled...I have been able to feel the higher dose of Effexor begin to kick in. The crippling stomach pain is almost gone thank goodness and I dont shake from fear as much. Still close to tears a lot but am going to try to get on with things and have as normal a day as I can. Wont comment on the higher dose of estrogen - its very subtle and most likely if I was less stressed....well, thats all Ill say. You ladies get it! Thank you all, Love to you,Lynn
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 15:30:44 +0000
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