To my mom; Today a very special person told me to let go of my anger. So here I go. Since I couldnt speak at ur memorial I am speaking out today... Ive become a new person , you taught me to be loving and kind to others , I am sometimes over emotional but I realize what you meant when you tried in life , you went without for is kids , like we talked months ago and Ive made peace with the thing I put you thru , but I am sorry. I am sorry for holding onto anger that dont belong to me... You always told me how proud of me you were and to never change not for anyone. But the day that you went home , my life had changed... You always said that if you believe something to stand up and express that.... Today I understand what you meant.... I also want to say I am finally letting go of the anger Ive had for years... Remember that time , the Christmas eve we baked cookies and we were drinking? How we laughed our asses of when we burnt the cookies?!? How fun was that.... Thats the only time I really seen you happy truly happy...now your in a place that you belong. Not feeling pain , sorrow .... You know I still feel you around me. And that I want to thank you.... I want to thank you , I was always blessed to be your daughter , I was raised by the best mother in the world.... That taught me everything I know in life. I want to thank you for not giving up on me... You seem to make something out of nothing.... Remember that one time you sold your gold necklaces so u could buy me a karaoke machine for Christmas ? Or how many nights you went without eating so we could eat? I want to thank you I am truly blessed to know the best mother in the world...... I am not saying good bye but what I am saying is I love you because you are an amazing person , mother , daughter , friend and most importantly my mother , my friend , and my rock.....everyday I think of you....and everyday I miss you more and more... I know that will never go away but the memories I have I charish and I speak of u often , laugh at all the trouble we both got into .... I will see you when I see you!!! I love you so much momma
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 22:58:38 +0000
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