Tonight i have been thinking about the past year and were i was and what i was doing a year ago. Wow i can say a lot has happened in one year. Lets think about it for a minute. January 2014 I had a business that was going good until the middle of the month when clients started passing away like they always do on in home care. To falling backwards down some stairs with a client that i accomplished so much with the last 12 months pryor, and he sustained a really bad dB concussion in which i have blamed my self all this year when there was nothing i could have done to stop it (the fall) for his grand mall seizures makes him all most fly backwards. I can say i must have had a concussion to for i still dont remember about 4 days after the fall. February i finished shutting down my business and didnt do much of anything. March I broke up with my boyfriend and loaded my car and went to Montana for a short visit.. And i came back with my head a mess and not being able to think right. I found q96 which is an amazing pill full of vitamins and minerals that helped to turn my life back around. April /May I meet me a biker that is a sweet man with 2 loving boys. We was together for a few months until i had a strong to runaway. July I headed to Lewiston away from death to start a new adventure in a truck driving class. My second week in class i had an instructor think he had the right to take a feel of my breast. And his actions sent me in to a head spin and spinning to a past that i had tried to deal with but wasnt successful at it. Yes back to 5th grade when I was attacked by a stranger. This time i didnt have the knife in my throat but it didnt matter because he the intructor became a trigger that would make me a 10 year old stuck in that time with every smile, glance or approach he would make to talk to me. For 3 weeks i was torcherd by this instructor but some how i made it and passed and i have my CDL and i also was sicker then a dog. It took 7 hours to get to Jessicas and after a few breathing treatments and some antibiotics and two weeks of bed rest i got well again. September I went to Orentation with Swift and when Stephanie asked if i cared if my mentor (that i was going to spend a month on a truck with) was a man or a woman. I replied with please keep me safe,,,, i have already had one in counter so please who ever you put me with make sure that I am going to be safe,... By this simple request i stirred the pot and Swifts dirty little secret was coming out. People started figuring out that the intructor that was fired about 4 days after i finished class had done something. And Steve the head guy at the school was pissed off at me, he thought i went around talking about it.... Halfway through my month with my mentor a couple of class mates that i kept in contact with didnt feel i was getting all the training that i was supposed to be getting and went to the man above me and i ended up getting my ass chewed out and he was trying to have me dropped off in Texas until they could find me a new mentor. Of course i wouldnt go for that and i finished my mentorship with the sweet lady i started with. And i have a really sweet man in my life.... October I started a local job and boy it wasnt an easy job, but i loved it. I made it to 5 weeks of 12hr a day 5 on and 2 off before i was really sick again as you u all know. It took 7 weeks to fully get well. I wasnt informed until lb 4 to 5 week out sick that Swift all ready terminated me after i was sick 5 days. November sick December Half way thru December i came back to Lewiston to see about getting my job back. My ex boss told me no that he had no place for me and he wanted me to have more experience before he would bring me back.. But in 3 days he started calling asking me to come back. (What i didnt tell you is that before me and after me they went threw about 10 men and none of them worked out.) I took my job back but my second day back i had a killer headache and i was barfing but i finished the day and the 3rd day back after 3 hours i went white as a ghost and shook like a leaf, barfing, killer headache and my head was spinning. Yep i was sicker then a dog again. And yep when i was going thru breathing treatments and antibiotics with really high fever my boss was lieing about me saying that he has not heard anything form me when i was calling and leaving messages and sending texts. So after my ReR vist and everything else Swift terminated me again. But thats ok because this week i started working for Excel Transportation. Yes this year has been a real adventure and my goal for next year is to get in better health and to enjoy my life more.....to make every day count.... one day at t a time...... and to make sure my children, family and friends all know how much i love each and every one. And i invited know i was truly blessed with each and every one of you when you was brought in to my world. I love everything you all and i wish for only good heath and the best for each and every one of you!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 08:33:18 +0000
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