UP CANT SLEEP, LOTS ON MY MIND,....TALKING TO MY FATHER UP ABOVE, SEEKING UNDERSTANDING, AND WISDOM, AND THE KNOWLEDGE TO DO HIS WILL.....SEEMS LIKE NEGATIVITY IS ALL AROUND, SOMETHING I JUST DONT WANT TO BE APART OF....IVE LOST LOVE ONES YOUNG AND OLD..SEEN MORE BABIES BURY THAN IVE SEEN THE ELDERLY...SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE...AND YOU WOULD THINK THAT THE PEOPLE AROUND, ARE SEEING THE SAME THING...BUT I SIT AND WATCH JUST HOW MUCH PEOPLE REALLY CARE....THEY MOURN AND WEEP AND ACT..YEA I SAY ACT...LIKE THEY CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON AROUND THEM....BUT SOON AS THEY GET THE CHANGE TO ACT UP...ITS ON AND POPPIN....AND YOU WONDER WHY THE YOUTH OF TODAY ARE LOST AND CONFUSED....THEY ARE JUST MIMICKING WHAT THEY SEE...I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SOMETIMES JUST THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I SEE AND HEAR PEOPLE SAY AND DO..TO EACH OTHER...AND SOMETIMES I SIT AND BEG GOD TO JUST INTERVENE, I OFTEN HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF...THAT HE HAS A WILL FOR EVERYONE, AND THO I DONT ALWAYS UNDERSTAND HIS WAYS, I REST ASSURE THAT HE DOESNT MAKE MISTAKE,...I GONE SO MANY YEARS PULLING AND FIGHTING FOR MY COMMUNITY TO DO BETTER, BUT IT SEEMS THE HARDER YOU TRY, THE WORST IT GETS....I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND...THE PAIN THEY CAUSE WHEN THEY CONTINUE WITH THE NEGATIVITY...NOT ONLY DOES IT EFFECT THE PERSON TO WHOM ITS TOWARDS, BUT IT ALSO TRICKLES DOWN TO THAT PERSON, AND EVERYONE THEY COME IN CONTACT WITH...A DEMON SPIRIT HAS NO RESPECT OF PERSON, IT DEVOURS WHOM IT PLEASES...SORRY IF I TOOK UP MUCH OF YOUR TIME...WITH MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS...BUT I JUST NEEDED TO EXPRESS MYSELF...CAUSE SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT....ASKING FOR PRAYER FROM THOSE, WHO CAN GET A PRAYER THRU,,, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO CANT ....ILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU.....UNTIL GOD FIXES THINGS...CAUSE SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE THROWING IN THE TOWEL...BUT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME...SO ILL CONTINUE TO FOLLOW WHERE HE LEADS ME.....GOOD NIGHT ALL...BLESSINGS AND LOVE
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 09:11:00 +0000