WOW!! This old post came up on my news feed. This gave me chills reading this. Ive come so far since then. Mentally and emotionally Ive climbed mountains. I was in total denial when I was told I had cancer. I honestly thought, each time I saw the doctor, he was going to tell me I didnt have cancer; like it was a mistake. He even asked me why I was having a hard time coming to grips with it. He said what has someone told me that is making this hard for me... He Sounds harsh here but it wasnt. He was trying to help me accept this. It took even into the recent weeks for me to finally accept it. I can walk into a store without my scarf (sometimes) and when someone talks me to me, I can say I have cancer. I say sometimes because there are times I get super anxious about going into public. I have to cover my head and I hide from people. Strange to me how some days Im ok with going out in public and somedays Im not. Regardless, I know Ive come so far and I am proud of myself. This is such a humbling experience and puts life in prospective. Cancer had made me check myself, real life reality check. Ive decided that God wants me to be a different person than who I was before. Even though I think I was kind of cool :) but seriosuly, things like this dont happen just because, there are reasons and I will find them out one day. But for now, all I can do is be the best mom, wife, friend and daughter I can be, and continue to Fight Like A Girl Against Cancer. Thank you to all who loves me and pushes me every day. You are the reason I can do this. Extra love to my family. My hubby, kids mom, dad and sisters who deal with me everyday and take me to my appointments. I couldnt do this without them. Thank you!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 14:12:48 +0000
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