We are strangers now...:( Its been almost a year that we broke up. She was the best thing that was ever mine. This word *was* was pricking every bit of me. Who says I dont miss you? God dammit. I try to forget you but I cant. I try to keep myself busy throughout the day so that I dont get time to think about you, to think about us, to think about the memories we had built. But at night, all my tries go in vain. Your face flashes in my mind all the time. The time spent with you seems as if its long gone but its essence is still there. I lose count of time when I think about you. Your pretty face, big brown eyes, long hair, soft little hands, your grace, the way you loved me, the way you used to take my name, where has it gone? Was our love so weak baby that rumours spread by other people made us fall apart? The way we kissed first time, our first date and when you made cake for me, *WOW* I felt as if Im the luckiest guy. Whenever we pass each other now, our eyes meet for a fraction of a second and I can see hurt , tears and pain in them. I wish you let me speak to you once. I wish, just once. We are no more than strangers now. They say guys are strong, they dont cry. But baby they are wrong. I feel lost inside. I feel as if the most important part of me has been taken away from me. I had imagined our future together. You were gonna be my princess and I would have given you all the treasures of this world. But this bloody mean world! It just took you away from me. They took my most priced possession. I am feeling as if a puzzle had lost its piece, a ship had lost its direction in the sea, star lost its shine, a word lost its meaning and I lost my heart and soul to the world when it took you away from me.. The early morning calls I got from you , those late night convos, walking hand in hand everywhere, wiping your tears, resting my head on you lap, I really dont know which part I miss the most. I have lost myself completely. My days feel like decades without you. The places we visited together, I often go there just to have an essence of your presence. Seeing other couples happy make me realise what we would have been today if we were together? And tears flow through my eyes. I try to ignore the pain but it suffocates me inside. Seeing you after so long, when our eyes meet, it was like our memories flashed in front of me. From lovers we became the worlds most familiar strangers. Lots of unsaid feelings and words inside us, but we prefer to keep it to ourselves cuz we are no less than two strangers who had once promised to conquer the world together. Your memories cry me to sleep every night. Baby, I still love you... AaDii
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 10:29:25 +0000
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