Well today didn`t go well at all..Peter was suppose to start a new chemo this morning..he was very sick and weak.. when we got there and after blood work and some tests..they admitted him again....they told us he could not with stand the stronger chemo..they gave him several pints of blood...he also lost yet another 7 lbs...we will talk to Hospic tommarrow..and our dear priest came in and gave him the ointment for the sick and we both got communion together..so worn out..debating to go back up tonite [now 10:20 pm} or get some rest and rush back up there early..they told us there is nothing more to do but make him comfortable..my heart is breaking..didn`t eat again all day..it sucks coming home to an "empty" house without him..part of me is selfish and so wants him to go on..no matter what..but the other part says there is too much pain for him..thank God for my children`s support..Nick was here yesterday[he lives an hr. and 1/2 away..and my daughter [who lives around the corner] have been my rocks through this because when the dr`s talk..I seem do sad and confused and zone out.......you all hang on to your love ones every precious minute the dear Lord gives you together....thanks for letting me vent dear FB friends..goodnite..
Posted on: Tue, 13 Aug 2013 02:28:32 +0000
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