What a strange right , when you were with me , i would always think that dont i care for you and today when you are not with me , i realize that i had always cared for you ,but the believe that you will never leave me made me blind, goodness how would i know such a thing would also happen ,Me separated from you was this much impossible to how much you would hate me . Here i am sitting in this cold ground, imagining your cute smile thorough my eyes, In my hand i have a picture of you in which all your hairs coming down to your eyes , that i would slowly put it behind your head, it annoyed you right? In my mobile the app called fake call i put your name when it calls me back i feel so happy, when around me no body is there to make me feel normal i speak to you , Your answer i would know them right . Your anklets i have put them in my hand ,they are exactly in the same condition as you left , Only the bells on them i have removed so that your presence is realized but not feeling. I always remember Your mind touching stories that every night you would tell me so innocently and in the end you would give me a goodnight kiss. When you use to put me to sleep i use to sleep now you don’t make me sleep ,so i feel that my sleep it self has slept ,that cute child of mine has lost in the crowd..when ever i immensely remember you , i run to my bed and hug my pillow so hardly....but it doesn’t hug me back.. Look at it , plse scold it , plse tell not to trouble me .say plse Now i don’t listen to any song nor can i hear my own heart beat , that you are attached , you are attached to every thing ,you are present in every thing, in my heart some where... I remember those small street where i use to come, i myself use to come to the coffee house standing in the balcony i use to call you , the street is still the same, the shop is still the same just that the crowd is too much .Now that small street don’t have a place for me, Just now i got some hope with you , but my aim has totally changed........ I miss you I miss you sooo much ... I cry so much that i fall down to my knees, no body is there to ask me ,no body to say me are you hurt ? who cares now for me , who will daily remind me of my break fast that i missed ?who will now talk sweet stuffs to me in he middle of conversation , who will warn me from doing some dangerous things.? Who will wake me up every night after watching horror movies?.Who will shout from the phone so loud so loud ? who will stop me from speaking to strangers? Who will point out my mistakes in every instances? Who will wait for my phone the whole day ? who will not be satisfied after eating a whole meal without asking me ? who will be my baby ? that baby i would love unconditionally ,whom will i protect , i will pamper. You have snatched your self away from me, why did you snatch away my baby , she is a little immature, she is very innocent , i know she is alive , she is alive some where in there, she is tied in those chains of hatrate, She doesn’t have the strength to break those chains, Don’t think that this a try , you can never ever come back in my life again..But i can never forget those sweet memories that you gave me , i think for this small heart you have become to large , i think in the ocean of love may be some drops of water have become less, Oh god make her happy always in that way you are , tears should never be separated from your eyes, My tears are a fake to you so now you wont have to listen to me any more this is my promise , i will bear and suppress with this immense pain, i will hide away my tears, these memories that burn me i will burry those ashes, Now i take a final good bye ,now it take this small story of mine a sweet end , you stay happy always , go now i have hidden myself from your sight for your ,for you happiness i have left you .. fEW MOMENTS WITH HER At the night (when we were in a relation ) Me : are you sleeping ? She: recording ME : alright Me: when will you wake up She : asleep Me: are you awake She: Humm She : Sorry baby i feel a sleep .. At the Ice-cream shop( when we brought ice creams) She: One bite.. Me: (when she ate my whole ) hey... She: ( chewing in her mouth ) Sorry sorry ( while i was trying to snatch heres) Me: i smiled and kissed her ( She didn’t notice i snatched her ) She: ( in a sweet manner ) You ........ Me: ( laughing ) At The party ( when i got late and she was waiting for me) She: why don’t you reply to my messages Me: ( whispering ) say i love you She : no Me :Plse She: ( whispered) I love you Me :really She : yes( with a sweet smile ) To the date with her Me : hey how do i look ? She : hey change that shirt you don’t look good. Me : Are you forcing me ( i was teasing her) She: yup Me: ( after changing it ) She : I love you thank you .. I may not have a person who will make me smile like you use to but i hope she will never let me cry as you did...I am moving on.... I may be single and I may not have a million comments on my profile and pictures but at least I have fun and dont have to worry about hiding who I really am (: I never get jealous when I see my ex with another guy. I was taught to give my used toys to the less fortunate! Have fun I, got rid of them for a reason! Single & LOOKING.. for someone who will stand by my side through thick & thin.. who wont make me cry.. who will accept me for who I am. Please appear soon Im only single because out of all the women out there I just havent met one brave enough to take me on or who can handle me, but you are welcome to try. i DONT WISH TO BE EVERY THING TO EVERY ONE BUT I WOULD LIKE TO BE SOME THING TO SOME ONE WHO IS NOT ONLY PROUD AND GLAD TO HAVE ME BUT WILL ALSO TAKE THE RISK AND EFFORT JUST TO BE WITH YOU ... Every girl has a Best friend , a Boyfriend and a true lover ,but you are lucky if they all are the same person I JUST WISH I FIND YOU SOON CUZ I DONT HAVE MORE TIME IN MY HAND....
Posted on: Sat, 25 Jan 2014 16:33:56 +0000
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