When I saw him, I fell at his feet as if I were dead. But he laid his right hand on me and said, “Don’t be afraid! I am the First and the Last. I am the living one. I died, but look—I am alive forever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and the grave. We have no fear of what is ahead because we know that we know He is the First and the Last He is the Living One, He is the Resurrection and the Life and we know He holds the keys to death and the grave. I cry out to Him to turn the lock on death and the grave to either bolt the door shut so that it cannot come at this time or to open the heavens and allow for a peaceful Homecoming for Janet. I know she is ready and she joins with the Spirit saying Come and I know if it is time I must release her but my natural man just cant let her go . My soul has never been so heavy and my spirit so deeply grieved as it is this morning. I cannot stop the tears as I watch her try to sleep while her breathing is so labored and her favorite dog Wheezy sits at her bedside just staring at her mom as if she knows she is preparing to leave her. This cant be happening it has to be a very bad dream. Have mercy Oh God! Show your power this day Oh God! Deliver her from this torment and restore her to her former glory is what my soul is screaming. Yet not my will but yours my spirit whispers because in my heart I know that her future is in His hands and her new glory will far outshine the former. My heart is so divided and so desperate for her to stay with me so we can grow old together and watch our grandchildren grow up and marry and have children of their own. Oh God have mercy.......Oh God we need a miracle.......Oh God.....I dont want to cross this bridge................
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 10:04:19 +0000
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