a really good friend of mine told me we must return to the pit. So let me tell you how i Interpreted this... After over coming an addiction no matter what it is we must go back and help those that are still suffering. Makes sense right? What about those people that really dont want out. Why is it that they are the ones that i am i am drawn to? Not the people that are truly willing to make a change but those that will sit there and tell me they wanna change but in reality they just want to take what they can and leave me empty, physicaly, emotionaly, and spiritualy. It makes alot of sense to me actually. I used to be that person. I used to walk that line. I am tired of walking the line between the living and the dead and heres the thing GOD himself has chosen me to be a person to walk that line for the rest of my life. I order for me to do the things i know God has selected me for i must be the person that goes back to the pit to help those that are lost. I guess the biggest complaint i have right now is for the first time in my life i cant think about my self and the sleep i lose, the time i invest or the way i see some people. I have to focus on what those people could be. The people they could inturn influence and the impact it could have not just on the world as we know it but the kingdom of God. So with all this ranting i guess the bottom line is i need help. I need prayer. I need sleep. Pray for me to be the person God has predestined me to be, Pray for me to get past myself and start walking the line. Pray for me to take this cup asJesus did and say OUR WILL NOT MINE GOD............... That is all
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 03:04:08 +0000
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