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i want to keep annon i was 17 in year 12 of high school graduating year i had received news that i had pcos i was devastated and then my best friend fell pregnant i was happy and sad at the same time i then later found out that i was 4 weeks pregnant i was over joyed but was to scared to tell my mum and boyfriend i carried on like normal until at about 14 weeks i started bleeding heavy and miscarried i cried and cried how could i have let it happen how could i continue to be so happy for my best friend months past and on the 26th of nov my best friend gave birth to her son and i was proud enough to be there in the waiting room and am proud to call him his god mother time has helped heal a bit and me and my best friend are extremely close i eventually told my mum and partner and they were devastated that i didnt come to them but continue to support me it still hurts when i see other pregnant women or hear them complain about my pregnancy but im lucky in a way i lost a child but gained a god child and i tell him all the time that im sorry he couldnt start life with a best friend but insted he has an angle that will alwasy look over him
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 12:08:22 +0000

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