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i was molested and physically and mentally abuse. guys and girls when i was young. i took long showers and wash 3 to 6 times and still didnt feel clean. i was locked in basement tied to a chair back to back with brother and dog watching us 8 hours till mom came to pick us up. in the dark sometimes i still cant sleep in dark. i have nightmares were i wake up in a sweat and yelling. then its in shower for hour wash again. these things do not make me who i am today.i who i am because i no long let my past hold me hostage. i try new things like not blaming myself. and turning the light off before bed and limit my shower to 15 mins. by doing that my mind body and spirit have grown into the man i am today. i faced my fares of abandonment, self worth, self esteem,ego, pride, lieing, the stealing, the manipulation, all my defects that hold me prisoner in my own mind. i found a way out and i will shine so u can see the light to. loving me so i can love u
Posted on: Fri, 17 Jan 2014 03:32:42 +0000

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