im gonna be straight up here. i crave attention from others , well everybody does? ... wheni actually recieve the amount i want, i start to flip out and have anxiety . end up wanting to be left alone .... now am i really just not used to it? or am i naturally anti social .. So i think of my past , before all the crap happened . turns out i was a social butterfly and constantly bubbly , i was never not smiling. people i see from that time , they wonder if im ok, if somebody died. thinking of this takes a toll on me and id like to get back to who i was before i went through all the things that happened. Id like to make some friends and for them to stick around no matter how difficult i am , like Cody Pierce does. i am difficult in every single way, im hard to get through too, i dont really come out of my shell . it takes TIME and WORK and PATIENCE, to be around me and to be friends. Cody did that! he got me out of my shell ! and i am so thankful to be in a relationship with my best friend!
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 18:00:40 +0000
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