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ive typed and deleted, then typed again... and deleted.... im writing this at work through crocodile tears. Its still a hard pill to swallow. On one hand, my children are still here. God has blessed me with wonderful healthy, smart children, Who make me proud each day. On the other hand... my mama isnt here to see them or their children. i cant call her to ask her, if she wants to go out to eat chinese food today. i cant send her the edible bouquet, that she liked. i cant give her that hug (even though she didnt like them). I CAN, however hear her say: Lisa, stop crying. Your tears wont bring me back. You have to keep going forward for your kids. Ill always be with you, and youre doing a good job. Youre a good mommy (she always said i was a good mommy) Oh Mama, I miss you sooo sooo much. A day doesnt go by that i dont think of you. Today is the worst. Yes, i know youre in a better place. Yes i know youre not hurting anymore. Yes, i know all that. But i still have a bit of a selfish bone and would rather you be here with me. R.I.P.
Posted on: Sun, 11 May 2014 14:53:58 +0000

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