some times when the cloud clashes it rains , in every first rain drop i see your eyes , to me you look like an angle send by god , i will live my life under your feet like a mad lover , i will bear all the suffering to be with you ,no body is in my life you are the only family i had ,you are my life , i will break all the obstructions that comes in my way to you , just look a little deep inside my heart and see who i am .. Never before you made me sad , then why did you leave me all alone all the memories that i spend thinking that you were mine then why did you take revenge by leaving me .... No body knows the depth of pain that you have given me , i had all my dreams with you , now i have even stopped dreaming You were the aim in my life now say me how will i live, i am like a living dead body which has no soul ..... I feel i will never find a soul mate in my life .....i am a complete stranger ....so why do any one have to care , you have barely seen me in real so you must think i am fake you what would be best if i was fake but truth is i am real and it hurts soo much knowing that i am worth less and useless and i am still breathing .... HOW CRUEL CAN YOU BE ONCE YOU LOVED ME YOU TOLD ME , THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME . THOUGH YOU BLOCKED ME I KNOW YOU ARE ANGRY AT ME , JUST REMEMBER ME AT LEAST ONCE I WILL LIVE MY ENTIRE LIFE HAPPY KNOWING THAT AT LEAST YOU REMEMBERED ME , You may not be the most beautiful woman on the earth but to me you were, i still cry every day at night near the window hoping you message me , i sit alone in the park watch other couples kiss and my lips feel dry , i know it will never ever again touch yours... the most difficult thing to do is to sleep ..cuz when i sleep i have to dream how can i even think about dreaming when you were not in my life any more .. I hope i die soon cuz i cant take the pain any more its tearing me inside bit by bit ....... Oh god i would still do any thing to be with you , even if it is for one second....thats all i ask in my prayers daily......if i ever die i know i will die soon as my body which has cancer will give up soon i will ask only one thing to god to give me you as my wife in the next life or never be born again ................ Is this too much god to ask you ....????? i am not afraid to say i loved you , i love you, and will love you till the last breath of my body ....i can never hate you cuz i have loved you from my heart...
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 12:26:23 +0000
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