I dont really talk about my feelings & I always try to stay positive but today Im feeling really down. Autumn is fighting hard but she just isnt herself still & I feel like Im just starting to see more decline. She is doing better respiratory wise but her overall just seems to be declining. I keep praying she will start to come back & get to her spunky self & Im not sure if its just bc her labs are off, or if its still the affects of surgery (with mito kids its a very long process especially in autumns state she was in), or if she is still fighting this virus, or if she is just getting tired. Its just so hard watching, praying, trying, fighting & feeling so helpless in the process. Just feeling sad inside.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 16:18:49 +0000