I go to sleep next to Maylea every night, give her meds every day, - TopicsExpress



          

I go to sleep next to Maylea every night, give her meds every day, I research, I take care of a 2 year old while I hold Mayleas hair when shes sick, I put one foot in front of the other every morning and plaster a smile on my face, I cradled Maylea in my lap with an oxygen mask when she couldnt breathe and slept at her feet when there were too many tubes for me to sleep at her side. I pushed her through every sedation, every test, every radiation. I wake up everyday knowing it could be our last and still find the energy to tickle Abbie till she almost pees herself. I left my schooling, not caring if I can ever go back...why? Because Maylea and Abbie need me and I need them. No I am not perfect, but Im still here...still loving, still fighting. This is where I want to be. Life will never be the same...none of us will ever be the same. I have 2 daughters, one was given 4-6 months to live. If you feel as though you can do a better job than I am, feel free to lace them up and get to walking. If not, go find something else to fill up your free time that doesnt include being in my butt.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 02:39:49 +0000

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