I have such a hard time going to sleep every night. I just wish my Dannie Carter was still here with us!! I cant believe its been a month since he left this world. No, it doesnt get better. Sometimes I think it gets worse. I want him back!!! I need to tell him I am not disappointed in him. I need to tell him that there is NOTHING he could have done to make me not love him. Everyone keeps telling me I can say it out loud and hell hear. Or they tell me Ill see him again, that hes NOT really gone. Tell that to some other mom whos only son has passed away. This one doesnt want to hear that. I want to hear him walk in my door and say, hi mom. I want to feel his arms around me and hear him say, I love you mom. Its just too hard to go on!! I will because I have 2 wonderful daughters, a son in- law, and a soon to come grandson, but no one can fill that empty void that was left when my Dannie left. I look at his pictures and I want to cry because thats all I have left. I wish Id taken one every time I saw him. I wish I recorded his voice, I miss that. I miss you Dannie!!!!! I love you sooooo much!!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 10:59:07 +0000
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