--I am not perfect. I am not a Hollywood story where all the ends are tied up neatly and explained. But I am learning and growing and allowing myself to be loved and love like never before. I am learning to live deliberately and not just exist. Im learning to be a light in dark places. This isnt easy. The attacks are so sly, so cunning and baffling, and powerful. But I hang on. I cling to life and hope in the darkest of times when there doesnt seem to be any reason, and everything seems so distant....I refuse to let go because I know that my journey is capable of bringing healing to others. I only have one life to live and I want to use it. To be available and willing to do whatever I am called. I want to jump feet first for people who want out of the darkness and help show them the way. I want to love with the same love that I have been shown. I didnt do this out of my own strength, I am not that strong. I have been carried so many times by those who love me when all I could do was lay there begging for something, someone to help me get through the moment. We all have those moments. In the urge to destroy everything, friends drew near to me. Through themselves, a song, a hug. It was hard work getting to this point....but it happened. Im here and Im only moving forward. It can happen for anyone who wants it. This isnt my story. This is a story of redemption, being used to redeem others....how beautiful is that?
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 20:17:18 +0000
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