04/04/2014 Left bed at 7:30 am, then normal brushing and all that, yellow colored cough already irritating me, so thought just watch TV, an was watching songs in TV channel, then Judwaa movie( Salman Khan acted) started in one movie channel, thought I will watch this (I have not watched this movie yet).. but 10 minutes, indirect comments started for still being unemployed and watching TV instead of studying.. Was already irritated by this common-cold and catarrh plus yellow cough, now the record again starts.. Had to switch off the TV.. Yesterday, it was okay, I was expecting (actually expecting that on the night before yesterday itself), but today health is not good, specially yellow cough and headache is not helping me, and then this indirect taunts.. I thought I will not even read todays newspaper.. will open a erotic story site and will read, and if anyone come and asks what am doing? I will say I am studying! But now I thought if I dont read todays paper, it is my loss.. so I should go to ground-floor and bring todays newspaper.. It is better to keep update with current news, because I dont know when the depression phase will start.. one thing I wonder does this happen with anyone else that depressed for no reason? It happens with me, unhappy, upset, depressed for a reason -that is acceptable and not worth fearing, but I fear when I get depressed without any reason.. I want to know if this particular thing happens with anyone else, or just me? Is this the main reason of my disease? I will think about these things later, I should go to ground floor now to take breakfast and bring todays newspaper. It is 9:50 am
Posted on: Fri, 04 Apr 2014 04:45:47 +0000
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