07.13.13 days passed so fast… and I don’t even know if I’m making progress with life… after 7 months of year 2013, I felt like I’m pretty down… I believed that I made such wrong move in early 2013, that cause me to feel this way… for what it is? that, I don’t recall, or should I say denied to recall… two years ago, I went back to my country of birth… there I spend time with my family, for 3 weeks… too short, compared to 8 years I haven’t seen them… I promised my mom, after 2 years, I will go back and see her again… and that 2 years is running out… next month will mark that 2 years I promised… and I will not make that promise come true… like what’s always been said… “promise is made, to be broken” I can’t bare to listen to my mom crying and telling me I promised… which I really did… she knows what I’m capable of doing… on the other side, I already told her, I will be breaking that promise again… cause this is not the only time I told her I’m coming home in 10 years… I felt bad about it coz I missed them so much, and I was thinking what went wrong? I planned this for 2 years? About me? I’m in my early 30’s… married, no children but has a wonderful dog named Hachi… he’s my little baby for sure… he’s a cockapoo (cocker spaniel mixed poodle)… very sweet, loving and caring… and cute… did I mention CUTE? I’m making sure I didn’t missed that… ☺ yes he makes me smile all the time… I liked a lot of stuff… typical man I believed… cars… yes cars… lets start with cars… I like working around cars… I think that’s one reason I’m working as a tow truck operator… it’s a fun job, but like every job around, there’s always a flaw with it… one good thing about this job? I met a very nice person… honestly, I don’t have any knowledge towing cars when I started… mr. DAN, may u rest in peace sir… a very respectful man… and up to this day, I respect that man and will always do… he taught me a lot of stuff in this job… we had good times really… ☺ there are some words he said, that’s been stuck in my head… CARS… well, there are some cars that only few of us can touch, sit and feel what is like inside… like a Ferrari, Porsche, bmw, mercedez, lotus, classic Americans and my favorite 07 honda civic Si sedan… to those who knew me, u know why its my favorite… ten years ago, didn’t even think I would have the chance to be on this position… back then I’m only driving a motorcycle with 155cc. oh! My favorite car towing? A ford crown Victoria with red and blue strobe bar on the top, with a CHP (California highway patrol) or POLICE decal on the side… when this kind of cars is in the back of my truck, I feel awesome… since I like working around cars, I give not my best, but my 101% perfection… yes, I really love to impress my self… and that’s how I do it… by showing I can do it 101% perfect. but we are human and mistakes can happen, honestly its not acceptable by me… if you could only see my reactions in the end of the day… Oh crap… I didn’t even know why I wrote this to be honest… but for who ever is going to read it, pardon… this is how my head spins for sure… I still have to much to write but… Oh well…
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 16:11:54 +0000
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