10:12Pm - Jazzy is just now settling down to get ready for bed. Today was a moody day for her. Instead of major meltdowns of the screaming and lashing out, she seemed to just be emotional all the way. Any little thing seemed to hurt her feelings. . . Which of course made me breakdown myself. Normally, i do my best not to allow my emotions overwhelm me, however, sometimes it just feels good to let the tears flow --- a small sense of relief if that makes sense. However, i do know there is no more waiting it out, we have got to get Jazzy a safe bed. She refuses to sleep on a air mattress on the floor, yet the way her bed is, its hard to figure out a way for her not to fall off of it while sleeping. I mentioned it a few months back but didnt act on the reality of it having to be done. Not to mention, the investment will definitely allow me to have a sense of peace when i lie down at night 😊 We did receive some good news today, Dr. West (a very well known pediatric psychologist) has agreed to see Jazzy before the 7 month long waiting period 😊 Her current psychologist has decided to transfer out of state next month. I have always wanted her to see Dr. West but the waiting period was just too long. We do not know the date just yet, but knowing it will be sooner than 7 months is fine with me 😊 Aliyah will be heading back to the MD tomorrow. She seems to not be getting over this flu bug 😔 she doesnt have an appetite, which her doctor said to not feed her any solids for 48 hours, thankfully she is consuming plenty of liquids. I just feel the urge to get her rechecked sooner than the 2 week check up. Thank you all so much for the amazing prayers and advice it really does make an impact in our life. Goodnight Angels 💙
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 03:13:03 +0000
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