10:43pm --UPDATE: Maddie ate two waffles when she got up but that was it. Praying its nothing!! She had a long day with going to school so I think maybe she was just tried today. Even though school is only 3.5 hours its still very tiring on her little body. This treatment just takes everything out of her daily!! She is so strong .. That nothing keeps her down. I just pray everyday that I will wake up and this has all been just a horrific nightmare!!! But its reality , our reality.. For almost 4 years!!!! I hate cancer and what it has down, taken away and prevented in our lives!!!! Thats why we say .... Today is a gift and tomorrow is never promised!!! We try to make this life.. Today as good as we possibly can . We have struggles everyday , more than I think I can ever handle but I still get up every morning knowing I have to stay strong for my girls. I have to go on with everything even though I dont think I can. But seeing Maddie and Avah smile and say I love you mama .. Keeps me going !!! They are my blessings and my strength !!! God has also blessed us with another baby that will be here in March. We have struggled with that as well. We were not planning on 3, we got rid of all our baby stuff, I mean everything . We just have to many things on our plate right now but God had other plans for us, for our family. I will be seeing a high risk dr with this pregnancy as well as I did with Avah. They will keep a close eye on this baby making sure this baby is healthy and growing normally with no tumors!
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 02:59:13 +0000
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