12 things about me that may or may not be known...hmmm...without over disclosing... 1. I like the smell of skunks from a distance (I havent smelled one up close but cant imagine that it would be good). It reminds me of the smell of coffee. Olfactory malfunction? Probably. 2. I love being alone. I need to be alone sometimes. Theres no one to answer to, but God. I dont have to smile or be upbeat if I dont feel like it. Everything is where I left it (except my sweet cockatiel, Harrison. He jumped cage and is wandering around exploring). 3. Although I love being alone, I cant stand to be too far away from people. Just knowing that I can go to a store and have people around me, if I like, is comforting. 4. Ive lived most of my life (age 13-41) with a debilitating case of OCD. OCD medication has give me a priceless gift. I didnt know that I was affected to the extent that I was until my counselor suggested it. I thought that everyone felt the discomfort that I did. I cant express how grateful I am that I like being Tracey now. Telling old Tracey to be content was like ordering a quadriplegic to sprint. 5. I feel special because my birthday is December 24, I identify myself as an artist, I have 5 children, my husband loves me enough to buy me a princess mobile, Kelley, the superstar, is my sister, I am from beautiful West Seattle, I have straight teeth without having had braces, I can say no without guilt, I like the way I look, I am Gods favorite :) (you are too.) 6. I wish that I had pretty hands (pudgy short fingers) and feet (you can find some cute shoes or boots at a wide shoes store), a smaller head (no hats fit me except mens and whenever something that is only for men fits me I feel masculine. I dont like feeling masculine...ever.) a tiny waist and longer legs would be nice. I am grateful for what I have though. 7. The piano calls my name but I cant answer because I dont know how to play yet! Same with the violin. :( 8. I have a problem with collecting chairs, childrens books, empty containers and old toys. 9. I had laser hair removal to remove unwanted facial hair (tmi?) I dont care. Im in good company, right ladies? >crickets chirping< 10. Im grandma, to a very handsome boy, Adam Dylan. 11. Im sad that I lost so many years not really living because of my OCD. 12. The thing that scares me the most is my children. They each have my heart tied to a string. I cant control what they choose in this confusing world that we live in. My heart is in danger of being crushed at some time in my life. I can handle most things, Ive found, but there are a few that give my mind reason to want to keep my children small and cradle them forever. This is my Achilles heal. This is the thing that I have to give to God every day. This is long. If you made it to the end you must be a person who is analytical and interested in people. I had fun writing it anyway. Like this and Ill give you a number.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 19:21:59 +0000
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