[13]drama “Mom, I ganna tell you something, okay? Right here in the phone, please, please, listen to me , just a moment” “my sweet, you’ve wrote a pile of English letters, ah, you’ve got a boyfriend, right, right?””k, …..nope it wasn’t. just a few things, want…” “OK, ” “be quick, tonight I got a ballet orchestra concert.” “k………..k..then, nothing, nothing, ..alright, bye mom.” I still can not otter out one word of the truth. Weird, this oversea phone call, I feel the pain inside my throat. An unknown awfully smell rush up my mouth, but then, I haven’t eaten my breakfast yet. I had a feeling, the feeling I’d never encounter, never experience. This is the feeling of my death coming. I ran to our campus library , I ran to the bookstore, I ran to the internet resources. For what ? for my insane-brain. I scan, I read, I buy every possible books and magazines on the topic of neuroscience. With my drop of tears, I’m sure, I’m sure, something was wrong, really, in my head, all the indication was pointed to Schizophrenia. I’m so so scare, I’m scare when I was walking on the street and road. The sound, .scare me too. Everyone knows my secrets, everyone knows where I am going. Shaped like a monster, monsterly eat my soul. Then, the final diagnosis : I was born with this disease.
Posted on: Tue, 24 Sep 2013 02:51:54 +0000
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