#183 Idiots. Thats what we were. Four long years. Thats how long we knew each other. For two of those, you knew me the best and I knew you inside and out and then some. We didnt see it though. We didnt see what we had in each other. We looked in others to find what we already had found between us without even looking. We were definitely idiots. We should have realized that two people couldnt be each others everything like we were without loving each other. We still chose to ignore it. Its funny how everything we used to use as an excuse to never fall for another person, didnt even hold a chance when it came to us. Best friends should not fall in love. Yet, here we are, Boyfriend. Long distance relationships do not work. Ours began when you left. Ill always remember the Monday. Oh, we were just going to meet up and hang out. Just as friends. Who were we kidding, except us? Apparently no one. Everyone seems to have known before us. That was the day, I should have realized: when we got caught in the rain and all I wanted to do was kiss you as the heavens cocooned us in its watery curtain. That was the day, I should have told you: when you sat beside me and looked at me in that quiet way that you do while we had our whispered conversations. We had still been talking about others, when we should have talked about each other. I should have known when we hugged each other so tight and I breathed in your scent so deep, trying to freeze the smell in the vaults of my memory. I should have known when I didnt want let you go and that doing so had seemed almost a physical pain. I should have known when, I, a person who cannot show affection through bouts of tangible contact, did not mind hugging you so in the middle of a busy street of all places. I definitely should have known many times over. It took us a distance of thousands miles, to tell each other how we feel. It took us a week of missing each other terribly to realize what we mean to each other. It took you a well-meaning but horribly nosy friend to confess to me at two oclock in the morning, how you felt about me. It took me a minute to know, that you are The One. Cause you proved to me something noone ever made me want to acknowledge before : Some people are worth melting for. A.N-Some relations r lyk tht to which we try nd avoid BT as thy say its all in the destiny.. If u r ment to be wid sumone u will irrespective of anything... Nd I feel a relation works best when u start as a frnd so u have alrdy a strong base.. Nd u both r lucky u found each other... All the best nd good bless... #Pari
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 13:38:06 +0000