2⃣9⃣0⃣7⃣1⃣3⃣ 29th of July... Today, last year, is the day my heart broke. Today, last year, is the day I cried myself to sleep. Today, last year, is the day you took your own life. My dearest John Savea Samisoni, today marks one year since you left us. One year of mourning your death. I remember waking up, after having a good rest because I was exhausted from the funeral of a childhood friend. I woke up to millions of txts and missed phone calls from the SeRVNT HOOD family asking if Ive heard about what happened or if Ive heard from you. First thing I remember thinking was please God, dont tell me.. ..... It was true, you had left us. I cried hoping it was false, but it wasnt. Couldnt sleep that night, but as soon as I did get to sleep, I was called into work. I remember this day like it was yesterday. The thought of you feeling small was just so painful and I blame myself for not being there. Before you died, we kind of lost touch. It seemed as if you hated me, but even though we werent talking, I still thought about you and was always curious how life was treating you. I miss you so much Savea. I miss our random chats, your random late night phone calls and our skype sessions. I miss laughing at you cry about nothing. The SeRVNT HOOD family (TeRito, Toa, Nia, Sèvu, Kapi, Tilah, Marika, Luisa, Vavataga) misses your craziness and your big booty game. I love you, they love you, we all love you. Rest in love and paradise bro. Will see you later on today. Till then... ❤️❌⭕️❤️
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 11:57:27 +0000
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