2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, was my toughest years as far as trials go, and Spiritual battles, 2014 being the worst, a Total five year Breaking that God took me through, full of ups and downs and disappointments as I waited patiently upon the Lord to fulfill his promises spoken to me since 2009, But I dont believe I would be as strong in the Lord now, if not for my trials that kept me on my knees before God, I thought my divorce had destroyed me, and killed any hope of being a Minister and in the presence of the Lord again, Because of Gods mercy, I escaped two suicide attempts as I wanted to end my life because of my divorce and the way it happened, but I have know one to blame, not even myself, the Lord begun restoring me, Spiritually, where I thought I was dead, but my merciful gracious God breathe the Breath of Spiritual life in me, and brought me up out of depression and restored my hope and confidence in the hope of my calling that God had placed on my life that I ran from for so many years, my Children that was once out of my life in the past for so many years because of my drug addiction to Crystal Meth that nearly destroyed my life, but God had restored them back into my life, I have been Homeless so many times that its not even funny, I had just settled down in Elba Al with a good job, both me and my Son, with a nice apartment that we called home, but that all fell apart last June when all you know what went wrong and I quit my Job and walked off, a couple Weeks after that, the Lord started speaking to me that he was about to Shift me back to North Carolina, so he did, once again, seperated from my Son, ( My Best Friend) who watched his Daddy go through total hell trying to grow in God, and my daughter was living in PA. So the Lord moved me, he did it suddenly, two Pastors from Ayden North Carolina , Jack and Connie Keel, drove 700 miles with the truck and trailer to get me with the help of others and God, I didnt own a car, I had a camper, but made a mistake, and sold it, so here I am in North Carolina again arriving back in June, without a place that I can really call HOME, Im living in the Church since Ive been here, but very Thankful Im not on the streets in the cold as many people are, Im surrounded by loving people that Love me and take care of me, they have to Love me to put up with me, because I have been through pure hell with Spiritual mind battles ever since I arrived, but God said through a friend Sunday night, No More, I have sent an angel to cover you and protect you from the mind battles, What a Loving God we serve, I have learned from my mistakes with the help of God, and I have pressed through to this new season, and I held on to the knot that God tied onto the end of the rope, and God pulled me through those troubles times, just like he always does, So if anybody is GRATEFUL to survive 2014, it was this ole Boy right here, Im being very well taken care of, and yes, God has yet again, blessed me with a nice car, a very special Thank You to God, and my Pastors, Susieandjimmy Taylor, Jack and Connie Keel, Grandma for always feeding me, Gerald Jones, and Beverly Jones, and Pete, Love my Buddy Pete, Clifton Taylor, Wanda Grant, and Ed, Amos and his wife, Carissa, I hope I spelled that right, Living Proof, One Promise, and Darren Powell, for given me a job, Miss Peggy Johnson for your support, all the Taylors for standing and praying me through all these battles, and everyone that I havent mentioned, I saved the Best for last, my little Sis Rebecca Taylor Mills, just her friendship alone has helped fill some of the void of being 500miles away from my Children, the transition has been challenging at times, and now I feel like Im in Transformation as the Lord is helping me to die out to self and totally depend on his Spirit, a Special thanks to Robbie and Gail Heath, Terry Norris, Judy Houston, Joe Gillette, Pam Gillette, and Living Proof, and One Promise, and No Other name, for allowing me to be apart of the street Ministry, oh and Adam Melton, I feel in my Spirit, that 2015, will be the very opposite of 2014, from what the Lord has showed me, its on in 2015, The season of ABUNDANCE....The Lord told me that there was a move of God coming like never before, he said in this season, he would restore the years that the conversion, Caterpillar, and the palmerworm has stolen, I believe that this is the season of INCREASE of his Spirit that will draw the lost like never before, with headings and deliverance like never before, I truly feel this deep in my Spirit, that God is going to show all the Nay-Sayers, That he is still, and always will be, GOD, For those of you that have been throw hell and back in the last five years, THIS IS YOUR SEASON TO RECOVER ALL, and then some, you may have Lacked then, but not this season, ABUNDANCE From the windows of heaven shall be poured out, all I can hear in my Spirit is God saying GET READY,GET READY, GET READY,Saith the Lord.....
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 03:02:08 +0000
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