24 Siya woke me up during the night, I had to go to the kitchen since well I didnt prepare her baby formula. I tried calming her down but ebengafuni ukuthula, I also cried, I didnt know what was wrong with her. I wiped my tears away, crying wouldnt help me. I thought of breastfeeding her but akalithandi. I forced her so that ezothula, I got up and went to the kitchen ndimphethe. I quickly prepared baby formula and she drank it and slept right away. Siya took away my beauty sleep. I tried sleeping but nothing, I thought about everything that happened while I was with Bandile. Everything was still on my mind, I smiled alone and realised that we didnt use protection and that might result in me falling pregnant. I started panicking, I didnt know what to do now. Something had to be done beofre I carry another baby, Siyamthanda cant have a sibling, yho hay not now. My mom will be very disappointed, I promised that Ill take care of myself and not fall pregnant again. I quickly grabbed my phone and dialled Bandiles number but it rang with no answer. Khange ndiphele amandla, I kept on trying and trying but still. I decided to send him a message so that ezoyibona when he wakes up. Yho Bandile something happened please call me ASAP I couldnt get some sleep but eventually did. I was woken up a call, I didnt even check the caller ndlela bendilele kamandi. Me : *sleepy tone* Hello? Caller : Babe whats wrong? I got your message. I jumped off the bed, this issue was really getting me worried. Me : Yho babe asisebenzisanga (i)protection. Bandi : *laughs* Akho nxaki babe, Siya needs a brother. Me : Hay babe (i)serious lento, ndicela undithengele (i)morning after pills then bring them here. Bandi : Ndiyozithathaph mna Anele, the pharmacy opens at about 8 Me : I wont go to school then, Ill pretend to be sick. Bandi : *sigh* Okay babe. Me : Make that two. Bandi : *laughs* Me : Ill wait. I hung up the phone and checked the time, it was exatly time for me to wake up. I left Siya in bed and went to take a shower after that I did everything and went to the kitchen. Bokang was already here and mama noEsihle we done also. We ate cereal. Me : Ahh. Mom : *shocked* Whats wrong baby? Me : *crying* An..andaz mama kodw- Mom : Go back to bed and Ill bring you painkillers. I slowly went to my room ndihamba funny. I sat on my bed, after a couple of minutes mama walked in with painkillers and a glass of water. Mom : Take two then sleep. Me : Enkosi. Mom : Youll be fine nana? Me : Ewe, better I wont be alone. She said her goodbyes and left. I had no choice but skip school, I couldnt afford another baby yho hay not now. I SMSd my friends telling them that I wont be able to come to school for some personal reasons and they understood and told me that theyll take notes for me and pop by afterschool. The time was ticking too slow, I was busy sitting in my room and Siya was with Bokang. I changed my school uniform and wore my pyjamas then went to watch the tv, but Bokang was there and andimthandi tu ke mna, I turned back but she called my name. Me : *annoyed* Mhm? Bokang : Come sit next to me. I didnt want to but I dragged myself and went to sit next to her, she was feeding Siya. I took the remote and changed the channel. Bokang : I see you dont like me and I dont know why. Me : *fakes smile* I dont hate you B. Bokang : But you look annoyed or something when youre around me. Me : *fakes smile* Im just sick you know, dont mind me. She was all smiles, she was telling about her childhood and how she grew up and why she ended up being a nanny. Her story was sad ke sana, bendimvela nyani and she didnt really deserve the way I treated her. I was wrong about her, I judged before knowing what kind of a person she really is. We chatted with laughs in between until there was knock on the door. Me : *smiles* Ill get that I got and opened the door, just the person I was expecting. Me : *hug* Hey lets go to my room. He greete Bokang then we went to my room. #Bandile_Ka_Aneh
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 19:16:35 +0000
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