24 years ago I faced a huge fear. Alone on a cold steal bed facing something I had never confronted. Feeling so alone the fear consumed me all I remember is wanting my mom by my side cause I was certain that she could make the pain stop. Instead I was surround by strange women. All of them crying out due to the same fear and pain as I was. It was overwhelming. So frighten of the unknown I cried out. There and then I felt a kick, a push and a sweet caress with in me and I realized that I was not alone. Soon I would be accompanied by this special little someone that I carried for so long. Not long after I held this little being and I knew that he was my angel. Juan Garza III. To all who loved him Jon-Jon. That no matter what what unfair curveballs the world dished out to me I could face them with certainty for I had my Angel with me. I held My Son for the first time and took in all his essence and I knew he was so very good. I will never forget his first touch. His first smile. His radiant glow. Throughout the years I made very bad choices and forgot how special my son was. I put so many negative object and matters before him and I just wish I could do it again. I would re-live my life. I would go through all my pain and suffering just so I could see, feel, and hear my son again. I would re-live my life just to hold my son again. I had my son for 12 years. 12 short but wonderful year and I will cherish forever. His absences has embark an immense emptiness in my soul that no one nor nothing could fill. My life without my son have gray, dark and cold but my faith and love for my God only allow me to believe that one sweet day I will see him again and I will know it is him. I will hold him again just like my brother and mother are holding him now. MY DEAR SON I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH MY EVERY BREATH. I HOLD YOU DEAR FOREVER. LOVE ALWAYS MOM Tell Gueli and uncle Dan that I miss them very much
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 19:51:25 +0000
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