#253 M23 Srinagar please admin post this Et mE TeLL u hw wAS MA lYF fRM LSt FEWm0nths .... ABT MY LOVE .ABT HW SHE BROKE MYHEART .. That Ends With Tears .....MUST READ ITIn September, 2008, I had fell in love with a girl...this girl was so down to earth, fun to be with,adorable, caring, and the list goeson... lets just say it was everything I could wish for. Thankfully, shehad felt the same for me, on November 5th, 2008,we officially started dating. For the next 2 years,our love developed rapidly and deeply, it had seemto us that we were married. There was nothingthat we cannot tell each other, nothing that we cannot do together, I felt like I wasin heaven.Unfortunately, things had started to change, therewere signs of her losing feelings...Ivetried so hardto recover the lost love she had for me...but nomatter how hard I tried, things would only seem togo downhill. Early July, 2011, I confronted her about the problems Ive been noticing and herbehavior towards me nowadays... and indeed, shehad finally admitted that she had lost feelings forme. The reason? Because its been too long. Itnever occured to me that being in love withsomeone so much, the feelings could simply dissolve because of time. We officially broke upafter that conversation. I remember it was monthof may and it wasraining heavily outsidei moved out with myumbrella making my heart understand thetruthand the truth was, that she no longer loves me and she was no more mine, afterwalking a littledistance i wonder how a drop of tear rolled downmy eyes.i started smiling to fool myself that thetears are fake.. i am actually not sad.. i lookedtowardsother people, everyone was happyonly iwas the one who was finding no reasons to smile.. i felt like a clown and the pain inside my hearterupted out in the form of tears.. this time i failed tostop them and everyone who was crossing mewas looking towards me with pity.. I have let thewind blow away my umbrella and allowed therain water to fall on my face and washaway all my tears.. I cried in rain so that my tears are drainedand no one can predict that my heart is broken, noone can understandmy pain....I never blamed her for breaking up like that,because she had simply followed what her hearttold her, perhaps it was something I did that made her start loosing feelings. Whatever it may be, itwasnt her fault. For the next 2 months, I still triedmy best torecover her, perhaps finding a way to erupt herfeelings again. I tried and tried...becauseI valuedthis relationship more than living itself. And in the end, I was rejected countless times..now it seemsas if I cannot even be her friend. It really hurts...andto this day, 1 year 4 months after breakingup, Imstill hurt...I still constantly think about her.Couldsomeone tell me why?When we were together for the 2years, I felt so good, so inspired by life itself, I enjoyed everythingI could possibly do/get. I had realized thatwithoutthat love, I feel so empty. Whenever I listen to themusic I used to listen to and do the thingsI used todo, I feel as though somethings missing, Ido notknow what, but its like Im just a shell now. Its back to the days of life before September 2008, thedays of solitude... ***THE END*** #DanIsh
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 06:49:19 +0000
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