#27 m 17 male from kolkata i really have to confess something.. i met a girl last year on fb nd started chatting wid her..then we bocome friends to bestest friends nd one time more than tht but we wre nt bf-gf.. but that we cant live a day without each other.. nd she was attracted to me but she still said we cant be bf-gf because she lives in mid india too far frm me.. during that period we fighted badly for many reason..but she was still with me..i was in love wid her.. i always said her that i love her but she used to say i dont know i love you or not.. pls dont ask me this question please..etc etc.. but wenever i asked her tht what type of boys you want she said just like you..(tum jaise koi hai hi nahi ) nd den we continued our talks... on this april she ignored me for couple of days i was just shocked ...what happened to her.. nd den i cut off my hand nd sent her pics just to talk with me... next day she replied nd scold me very badly.. and then she said i love u to me.. but i knew she was not serious.. next month i thought i m stupid enough to love her we cant meet even... den i ignored her just for 2 days.. wen i check my fb ..there were so many msgs dat saying i love u stupid..pls i m serious,.. wen i said u that i dont love u tht time u thought that i love u nd wen i m saying i love u r nt trustingg me.. nd we started a reltionship.. there were too much love for each other.. sum days later wen i asked her for a screenshot with whom she is talking ..den i saw sumthing strange.. after tht i asked her for pass..she said ill give u bt u say wat will u do with dis.. i sad simply just wanna se.. she wanted me to say a reason.. next day i was nt active .. tht night wen i checked myfb there were saying i knw u r angry with me.. pls talk to me na.. pls pls.. nd all this ..nd finally u want my pass na .. nd gave her pass,. nd den i logged in.. i read her logs with other.. i felt sum angry seeing her msgs to her classmates.. bt there were nt anything bad.. then our relationship continues whenever i felt bad i asked her password she gave me in one sec.. on that time she has nt changed her pass said u r my bf u feel insecure den u hav my id log in wenever u want.. i felt jealous of sum boys.. i stopped talking with her for an hour then she blocked her best friends for me.. then i felt so much gud that she loves me truly nd i said unblock all tey are your friends.. she was nt unblocking den i unblocked.. that time there were so many boys who loves her.. nd one guy who is very gud looking.. a model..even her friends r crushed on him... he prposed her.. she was trying to make him realize that she loves me only she cant think any other boy she loves me forever ..watever may happen she will love me forever type.. i felt awesome seeing this.. again our love continues the we had little arguements .. but there were love too much.. i was in love truly in shee too.. we had done many cute cute things online.. nd one time she was so addicted to me that she cant think anything without me.. on her bday i said her just say wat u need ill give u.. she said i dnt want anything frm uhh.. nd finalyy wenever i said she said i want nothing i want uhh... next day to her bday we had a fight badly.. i did nt talk wid her for a day.. on that time she said to me pls i wanted nothing on my bday ..bt if u want me to give anything .. just give me u... nd promise me wenever ill msg u ull reply.. nd wenever u see the msg pls say me i love u once.. i was so much surprised nd we sought out tht... as i said we always fight.. always i start nd we had stupid breakups sumtimes.. i finally started ignoring her.. she felt too bad still msgd me daily .. den we sought out ..next day again break up.. i hurted her badly .. den sumdays i stopped talking her.. if i talk bt there were nothing like love type talk ..bt i was doing all this for her.. i was nt ignoring her.. i wanted her to miss me .. because i love her a lot.. wen the guy listened tht we r broke up.. he cutted his hand .. she said to me tht he has a cut.. i askd her sou love him?? she said no even if 100 boys cut down their hand ill be urs forever because i love u a lot.... after sum days i wen i was nt talking to her she started talking with him.. after 10-15 days i msgd tht boy y r u commenting on her pic ..he said tu bhaag dp now does nt love u.. nd he sent me sum screenshot.. thre she sent him kissing pics.. i said him show me tht she said i love u to u... he said wait frr sum days she will say.. next day i asked her all this she hurted me.. said who r u? i dnt need u.. go to hell.. i felt so bad..i was crying ..den i decited to kill myself bt my friends saved me.. den i promised my friends ill nt going to access fb.. i was nt active on fb for 8 days.. wen i come to see.. there were so many msgsfrm her frnds.. i knw the msgs r sent by her.. she cares for me too much.. nd we talk for two days ..nd said her tht the guy is using bad words on my mom.. she stopped talking wid him.. nd scolded him too badly.. nd i said her i dnt want to live widout u..she knw me i can do anything for her.. she said i m so so sorry for all this i really love u a lot.. nd said sorry over 50 times.. nd dedicated me songs .. nd we started again a relation ship bt there were sumthing missing because i was changed nd she too.. she said i love u bt we cant be in relation.. may she needed a little space .. but watever once she said i cant think u with any other gal.. tht time i thought i should make her jealous so i told one of my friend to say i love u to me.. nd i sent screenshot to her.. bt she felt too much bad.... nd blocked me.. she blocked me all of my ids.. but from an id she did nt block frm tht i id sent her screenshot tht i made tht only for her,.. den we stopped talking .. we talk after 2-3 days,... nd after 10 days i asked her tht with whom u r talking she sent a screenshot there she was talking to him.. i fel so so bad.. i was crying.. nd she blocked me.. after sum days on this 4th nov on my bday she wished me nd asked me what i want.. bt how can i want her when she cant be ,mine.. she said i still like u yrr.. nd after 2 days on 6th she blocked me.. nd tommorow i talked her.. she said i dnt hav any feelings for u.. nd said i m commited.. i m feeling so much bad.. i trust her she cant do such things.. i love her a lot.. i cant imagine my life without her... pls help me what to do she truly loved me.. she cares for me a lot.. i want her.. she is too much gud i m just a stupid ..i felt in secure tht time pls pls give me solution ..m going through the hell ..now all i need is her..i still love her forever n ever
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 16:53:39 +0000
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