#444:There was this one girl that really caught my attention two years ago in sophomore year. Every now and then, I would just glance at her and sometimes Id even catch her looking right back. I never talked to her until the end of that school year though. I talked to her a lot and asked to hang out with me on several occasions, but shed always say no. I dont know whether it was because it wouldve been awkward since we didnt really know each other or because we lived far away from each other (although I said Id go to her). Either way, we didnt really know each other until school started (because we could actually see each other). I didnt have any classes with her, but we found each other most days in between one period. We would talk to each other in that small amount of time we had before the late bell rang. Some days, Id just look into her eyes and glow inside. When I was at home, I talked to her whenever I could. I really liked her and at times, I genuinely thought she liked me back, but I was never completely sure. There were definitely sparks, but I never seized the moment. What Ive written so far doesnt even begin to convey how I felt about her and how well everything was going so far. Before Christmas break, I wouldve held her forever if it werent for class.. yup. Things really just went downhill from there. After the break ended, she seemed so distracted and indifferent about anything and everything I said. I sensed it and really didnt know what to do. I still saw her in between that one period, but everything just felt different. It just got worse from there. She didnt even show up to see me on the last few days of school. We talked like three times over the summer and now, we dont talk anymore at all. Whenever I see her in the hallway, which is extremely rare nowadays, she just ignores me and walks on by like we never knew each other. Honestly, it hurts. She was the only girl I ever liked in Tech. So why did I never ask her out? I felt like she was the only I had. She was the one person I could tell everything to. I was afraid to lose her. And no, I was not friend-zoned. If youre reading this, I hope you know who I am.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 03:30:09 +0000
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