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5 years ago my big brother left this world god called your name and said come with me he took you to a place of serenty and peace to roam free in his kingdom and in his gardens of peace where nothing but love surrounds you and the winds of joy hit you on every adventure above scott alot of people say they have problems and that they suffer from them but i firmly believe this is the most difficult problem or pain ive ever had to face or try to overcome because i never really expected these sort of things to happen expecially when its in the family you dont question that sort of thing you take it for granted they will always be there for you and that nothing can happen to them thats why i only have sympathy for those who have suffered the same ordeal or gone through a simillar situation i dont wish this sort of ongoing pain on anybody no matter how much time passes it remains fresh and forever reminded of it by hearing it from many people who feel it and know of it. Sharing fantastic memorys with you i sit alone and will be thinking and your presence is like a sudden occurance in my mind when im doing something little or small you just materialise as weird as it may sound, when it comes to your days birthday christmases the day of your passing is something i dont how i can necessarily react to them and thats what makes it even more difficult but my first instinct always tells me we should celebrate your life and i know its the right thing to do you was the type of guy i wouldent wanna go to war with just a tough hearted guy if you knew it was family bussiness or those close to you you would look out for us in many ways possible you took care of many people those on this page and those who aint on this page or generally dont have fb you are deeply loved and missed everyday by the amount of sincere and heart felt messages left for you its been 5 years and you still have a fan club guys too not just the ladys lol you formed many bonds with people very very close bonds some still talk of you highly like you are a brother you are good man always have been you truly lived for family and friends that was always first you would do everything for us you respected everything i chose to and what everybody else wanted to do your set of ideals your look on life sometimes your positive happy attitude of what you see is something i looked up to as you can tell by my page thats what im trying to send out to others who cant see life in that way. You took no crap for anybody once your mind was made up to do something that was it it was like a rock its solid and wont move no matter what you try and do i appreciate everything that you have done for me when i look back on comments and tribute videos i hope that you are still appreciated and held in high regards by many because you loved us all because i know the time you spent here or the next minute in the next town or a new day/week/month/year you did all that because you wanted to see how everybody was to check on their being and have a laugh and crack jokes you busted your ass for everybody you loved and kept close to you and overtime your gonna see more comments and videos pictures because they genrally do miss you so do i not minute goes past where im not thinking of you just to know you left some great achievements down here still means alot i think its only fitting that i leave you this today because you truly lived for all of us a real family man and a close good friend you have no idea how much i respect that as i said scott you was like a john wayne to me you was sometimes difficult to open up too sometimes hard to talk too bearing in mind i was young at the time and it was hard too you can always tell by the look in your eye if you gave a damn or not but you are the type of a guy i can say i love you and i miss you too your my bestfriend and my big brother your always in my heart thoughts and prayers till the end rest in paradise till my time is up i hope your the one to meet me and finally heal the deep pains i go through mourning for youto come home again i miss you so much x
Posted on: Wed, 02 Oct 2013 20:42:12 +0000

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