#7029 People tell me that I have a kind heart and I always want to see the good in everyone but that’s my greatest weakness. I hate to admit it but it’s very easy to take advantage of me because I’m always willing to help and just can’t say no to people when they ask! Just recently I realized that a friend of mine or at least that’s what I labelled them as, had been technically using me for the past two semesters. This person would act so friendly, nice, caring and all that shit when they needed something (ie. help with school work basically) and when I just wanted to have a nice conversation not related to school, it would just end up being a one word answer convo or no response at all. I should have seen it coming but I didn’t, I fell into this mindset of “oh, maybe that’s just their personality or maybe they don’t like having long conversations” I was so freakin stupid to think that…how could someone be so fake?? And I keep asking myself “why me?” this is what I get for being so caring and trusting…I considered them I friend and they used me and then threw me out. I wish I had found out earlier. Life isn’t perfect and I know that, people come and go but that doesn’t mean it isn’t painful when you lose someone you felt was a good friend for at least some time. I’m sure this person doesn’t give a crap about me anymore but if by any chance they know who they are by reading this, then please know. I never want to speak to you again. Yes, I am a coward and will probably never be able to say this to you face to face but that’s just how it is. Sorry for the long post.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 21:40:41 +0000
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