7years today I lost the most important person in my life! MY MAM LISA DANIELLE FAIRLEY I was 17yr old at the time and in prison :( just over a month left for me getting out and I got the news she had died! :( I had only seen her on the friday and she died on the sunday.. It was totally unexpected :( Me and my Mam was so close , she was like my best friend, she done everything she could for me! Guaranteed every christmas I would hear her shout GENNO ITS YA MAM through my dads letter box haha! Even when my dads wife was in bed hahaha! She was a lovely woman and always tried her best.. It was a massive blow to me and my sister and we both took it bad because it was such a shock to us at such a young age. I became a angry young man and I refused to let anyone get close to me again, I pushed people away not even realising what I was doing! But I see that now :) I believe things happen for a reason, maybe I might not be where I am now and have a beautiful little boy who my Mam would of loved to bits and thats what kills me, that she never got to meet her grandson :( I believe shes round us everyday, its mad some days I think i can feel her, like shes in the room with me.. Do you know when something weird happens when the tv turns off or the light flickers.. I believe thats my Mam letting me know shes still here because if she could she would! My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a Mother/Father because I know what yous have been through and its not nice but you have to just get on with it! If your parents are still here I would say make everyday count because they wont be here forever, as horrible as it sounds but its true. Life has been hard since losing her but she made me who I am today and I thank her for that :) UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN MAM, ME AND TAMLA LOVE AND MISS YOU, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER YOUNG XXXXXX
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 07:17:19 +0000
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