#8 hi.. i just want to have a piece of advice from you guys..hmm.. i am a girl.. i am loving a foreigner.. a stranger.. a person i only knew by name.. were supposed to be celebrating our 1 yr and 1month LDrelationship next month. but he broke up with me.. our relationship run smoothly and steady before and we even made our written vows thru web. cam to cam.. just this february i was ppsitively diagnosed to have leukemia.. a bone marrow cancer.. while im on a chemo he was always there for me.. sending me msgs. making videos of himself just to encourage me Nd make me laugh. but just after as i cme out from chemo i look so ugly.. bald.. and so pale.. so sickly.. and he started ignoring me. he created stories and blame everything on me and he said he dont love me.. just then i realize that he is with his ex again.. hmmm.. but my dad spend a lot just to make me look beautiful again.. i again then postef new pictures of me on fb and then my ex started chatted with me again and said he had broke up with her gf. i dnt know if i will trust him again or not coz we havent seen each other personally.. but deep inside in me i know i love him and i can risk just for him.. i am so confused now.. he said he will wait for me but hehehe i am still blocked from his real fb account and he just chatted me in his fake id.. hehehe.. i confess.. that i still love chatting with him and happy even ifhe is not mine.. and i already forget all the abusive words he threw againsts me.. i still love the stranger.. i k.ow its stupidity but i am so sure that if i cant marry him. id rather be single for life.. c",)
Posted on: Wed, 19 Jun 2013 04:33:28 +0000
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