88… I prepared i-breakfast for my hubby , While I was busy singing and dancing with Lira’s song. The lyrics of the song were really contributing to my good mood. Andiyazi ke ba yintoni le itya uLunga xa ndizonwabele, I was being happy for myself not because I was sending him any message, it was for me Okuhle. He ate his breakfast, and took his sandwich for ilunch ebendimenzele yona , he kissed his kids wathi uyahamba. I wished him usuku olumnandi, he just nodded his head. I was also almost ready to leave as well, sendigxagxamisa ndishiywa lixesha and Bendi panicker for I-traffic ebendizoyifumana endleleni. Kaloku eyase Jozi itraffic iyabuya yhoo, leaving 5 minute late makes a big difference. Uthe xa esemnyango, wabuya wajika waza kum .. I wonder sefuna ntoni ke ngoku, UMr Night out .. Lunga: Okuhle , le shirt inendawo ezishwabeneyo, akayi –ayinanga kakuhle u- Anti, ndicela uyi-ayne andifuni kunxiba any other shirt emsebenzini. He he , uyanditesta lo ndazicingela, ngoba there was nothing wrong kwi –shirt kaLunga, worc ever since uAnti waqala ukusisebenzela zange abenasikhalazo tu.. Maybe becingba ndizothi ndi-late, ndale. Unfortunately for him, I was determined not to give him what he was looking for from me. Me: Awu, Askies myeni wam, the time bendikukhuphela andiqaphelanga anything wrong, my mistake Luv. Yikhulule baby, I’ll fix it quickly for you.ndatsho ndipholile ke khona. Lunga: Ndibe late mna ? ngenxa ye-shirt ngoku Okuhle , if you were not busy dancing around you would have noticed ikhona into ewrongo He he uyasayina lo, kunini nda dancer endlinam , ndidancer naye futhi , and now? …Tjoo hayi uyenzile into u- Bonga shem andinabhongo. Probably yena uchetywa Iinduma ngumkakhe. Me: Ubucinguthini ke taka Onga ? Lunga: Oh ngoku uyalufuna uluvo lwam, the time ubuphuzwa ngu Bonga, you never bothered to ask for my opinion, rather you took a decision to keep quite. Andiyazi undifunani uLunga, tyhini ndidikiwe kukucengana naye , he is so childish and selfish , azidibani morc ezizinto, he was getting to me , but I maintain my cool still. Me: Uyazi Qwathi, don’t start into ezi funny ungakwazi , because zizakwahlula . Into yokungabinasimilo is not in your blood system , so ayikufaneli tu mntwam and I know all this behavior of yours is not making you happy either, so ke Sthandwa sam, your acting skills sucks maan. I gave him a peck on his cheek - Have a nice day tata wabantwana bam. Ndamshiya apho ndaphuma. Waske wandijonga nje umntu ndisiya ngomnyango, I was wearing a white formal shirt, tight pencil skirt, esifutshane nogan, with my extremely high heels, knowing ukuthi undijongile, ndasijija apho isinqe ndipholelwe ngamalanga. I was like apho akhona undibawela hure, qha shem imphethe le imphetheyo. Xa ndifika emnyango, I turned , ha ha ha as I predicted , ebemile nje his eyes were fixed on my bums. I grined kancinci ndahamba . Every thing went normal emsebenzini, after work , I ordered itake aways, normally Friday’s we don’t cook , we either eat out with the kids or order i-take aways to be delivered. Dinner time came, Lunga was still not back from work as usually. Ndadla nabantwana bam. Ibibuhlungu kodwa le yokutya idinner ngaphandle kotate Khaya, khona engagodukanga straight from emsebenzini, bendingayiqhelanga kaloku le impatho. I asked myself if it is a beginning of many lonely nights an? now the next thing uzodecider ungabisabuya at all alale am-out. Kushaye u 12 midnight , Lunga cwaka , I was not even phoning him any more. Bavuka ubuCirha kum bama Ngqo , Yeer uyandiqhela morc uLunga , kanti ufuna ndithini ukumbonisa I’m sorry . Why endingcungcuthekisa kangaka ? He thinks He is all that, kanti akandazi kakuhle shem . Besekuphele nokokumzwela bokumane ndizixelela ukuthi hayi Okuhle you need to be patient, Lunga is going through a tough time, he’ll come around. Ha a What about the hurt pain he is now inflicting on me. Kwanele Ndivile nam , tjooh I have my pride tyhini, le yokugezelwa yindoda Kanje . Now ndizoba lilolo ngoku ndinomyeni , who keeps on rejecting me everytime I try to reach out kuye. I went to my room, packed my clothes for I-weekend, packed my kids clothes as well. Ndayozifaka emotweni ebhutini. That inner voice…Ibimane isithi Okuhle nyamezela , uyamosha nawe ngoku,you are making things worc I gnored it , actualy I wanted ukumosha oko. Lord forgive me for ignoring you when you speak to me . Ndicela iprotection Somandla, I just said a short prayer. I waited a bit, ndazixelela ukuba if u- 1 am uyashaya engafiki, ndiyahamba nabantwana bam . Washaya nyani u- 1 engekafiki, I took the kids to the car bebelele abantwam bam shem. I buckled them up kwi car seats zabo, ndabambathisa. U- Anti ebesele elele, so I did not even say Bye bye kuye . Ndahamba. I drove around Sandton, I didn’t know ba ndiyaphi. But I knew that andiyi Esoweto , that’s the first stop azondifuna kuso. Tears were falling down my cheeks, hayi Jehova kubuhlungu morc, xa kuzakutshintsha nalo ndimthembe with my life. Ndizibone sendise Cnr Rivonia Road and Grayston Drive, I passed i- Investec bank , then I Nedbank on my right, on my left ndathi ntla nge Hilton Hotel . Ndabe sendisazi ukuba ndiyaphi. I drove in and parked the car. My phone rang , It was uLunga … I switched it off . Hayi bendingumbono ombi shem , tears rolling down my face , carrying two kids, ibag bendizishiye emotweni , U-Onga yena bendimvusile, ezihambela, Ungene nje eHotel walala kwi waiting area. I asked the hotel receptionist to call the hotel manager on duty that night. I asked uBhuti wabantu ukuthi andivumele ndilale without paying , Ndizobhatala ekuseni ngomqgibelo in Cash . Bendingafuni tu uLunga andi - trace, I knew he was very intelligent, we both had access to each other’s bank accounts, so ebezosuka angene kwi Internet Banking and check ukuthi ndiswipe kuphi, to trace my whereabouts or even phone my banker.Bendingafunukufunyanwa tuu . Hotel Manager: Yhoo hayi sisi, ndiyayibona imeko yakho , abantwana ngelixesha ? But andikwazi tuu ukukunceda ndizakuphulukana nomsebenzi. We get a lot of people with similar situations, after we helped them, badle phantsi . Uban ban wagxothwa --- Me: Bhuti ndiyakucela tuu, ndamqhawula esathetha, here is my car key, keep it , take my laptop, ibesemotweni , if you loose your job, ndizakukuqesha ke , here is my business card. Andifuni tuu umyeni wam azi ukuba ndiphi, ekuseni ngomso I’ll go and do icash withdrawal ebank , ndibhatale. Hotel Manager: Uye wahlikihla intloko, ebendizwela shem, there is no need for all that, ujongeka njengomntu othembekileyo, unless you’ll prove me otherwise . He checked us in, wayothatha nebag zam emotweni ,shem uye wandincedisa nase bantwaneni. The time now was already past 2, ndithe ndivula ifowuni, sendingaphantsi kwengubo, yakhala immediately cacukuba uLunga ube fowuna u- non stop, no Mama eSoweto plus my mom nabo bebeshiye imessages. Yhoo uzakukhe aphole uLunga yhazi, I need i-fresh air nam. I switched off both my phones. Besele ndingasakhali ukulala Kwam.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 16:35:37 +0000
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